NASADD social v. My moneh big so it's HoL and Skillz and The Rock Monster's birthday

[Johnny blue]

I too watch the shore. HoL try it man. Everyone is doing it.

Memph I'm with you on Deena mang. Everyone I know is repulsed by her but, I'd bang her in a heartbeat and certainly before Snooki who I find disgusting. On a semi related note I find that Sammy has become disgustingly ugly since she became a mega bitch. Not that I thought she was a 10 before but, she does have a tight little body on her and since she's shown her true colors she's nasty.

BANKAI!


I have recently been informed of the alt+s trick for quick reply. It's pretty slick. This public service announcement was brought to you by Malinkrodt Pharma

 

[HighonLife]

. HoL try it man. Everyone is doing it.

thats what they said about heroin

kidding, no one told me to try it, i did it despite what people said. not because of it. but u sound like your pushin tv heroin on me JB, thought this was an HR sight

 

[Johnny blue]

Well unless you start rocking a blow out and wearing Ed Hardy jeans then there is no harm

 

[ohline]

you dont say

kidding, of course, you've always been nice as shit to me

it's all a ruse!

luff you

I too watch the shore. HoL try it man. Everyone is doing it.

Memph I'm with you on Deena mang. Everyone I know is repulsed by her but, I'd bang her in a heartbeat and certainly before Snooki who I find disgusting. On a semi related note I find that Sammy has become disgustingly ugly since she became a mega bitch. Not that I thought she was a 10 before but, she does have a tight little body on her and since she's shown her true colors she's nasty.

but MY GOD that fucking voice

imagine what she sounds like getting dicked?


*shudder*

 

[Cap'n Jay]

ohline, fast and furious is on......things were just exploding...just thought I'd let you know :D

 

[Johnny blue]

Good evening ladies *tips hat*. What are you two lovely ladies up to tonight?

 

[Cap'n Jay]

I'm drinking monster and vodka, what about you JB?

 

[skillz~4~thrillz]

Updtae!!

I just lost a paragraph I was posting and can't find the auto save function. I'm in a lot of pain and don't have it in me to re-type it...basically it is letting you guys know why I haven't been around. You guys are my fav Bl family and I wanted to explain this recent MIA-it's a long post that I have sent to my Smods and admins and posted in other threads so that my fellow Mods and staff are up to date. I love you guys and I intend to be frequenting social-if you all will have me. I've missed you guys so much. Here is what's up. I really need support from you guys...so here it is.I love you guys.




Hey guys...I am so sorry I have not been around to Mod NMI...I have been in and out of the hospital and urgent care clinics over the past 2 weeks. My ankle is fucked.There is a fracture in the bone from the injuries I sustained from my near fatal accident in January 2006 when my ankle was SHATTERED and the bone never healed properly. The news I got today at the urgent care clinic is that the bone is DEAD. I am in shock-I just got back from urgent care where a specialist PA who spent 8 years as a PA to an orthopedic specializing in bone and ankle surgery said if i want to walk on it again then i need to see an orthopedic surgeon and have surgery to remove the dead bone-and prob put bone putty in it like there is in my knee-my knee was slammed into the dash board and they had to put bone putty and 3 titanium screws in it. I was also told my knee is basically filled with broken pieces,bone spurs,ect...


The point I guess I am trying to convey is that I NEED Bluelight. I need the support and I miss what I do so much. I am sorry I have been MIA(it wasn't planned or foreseen)but it has been a long painful 2 weeks. I have to go back to ER next week one day when my mom or dad are off.I have no insurance and am currently in the legal process of appealing the 2nd denial from the state for disability and medicaid, so I have no clue WHEN the surgery will take place-everyone treats you like shit when you don't have insurance.Except for the urgent care that I went to this morning. I have a long history w/ them and they take care of me. Problem is,they can't do more than the X-rays and RX they wrote me today.No worries though-My parents are amazing and they will find a way to make the surgery happen as soon as they can. For now I just have to stay off of it and keep it elevated.It hurts so fucking bad,but I have definitely been through worse. For now I will grin and bear it-something I am quite good at as a result of my accident.
Basically what I've been through the past 2 weeks isn't over for me-I was told this will be something that I will have to accept as a problem that I will live w/ for the rest of my life...could be worse...seriously.
I am exhausted and in pain from a long day of using my cane like a walker bc i am not supposed to walk on my foot AT ALL.I have to crawl to the bathroom and down stairs(when my parents are gone to get a Boost shake which is all I am eating right now for all three meals) and the crawling is making my fucked up knee worse.But I am a fighter and I don't give up.
Not being online for the past 2 weeks has been so lonely. I am now confined to my bed again and have nothing but time to do what I love in NMI. I give you my word I am back and committed,I just need at least tonight,and maybe tomorrow AM to rest.I am in so much pain.They gave me a script for 15 vicoden (wow-15,generous don't you think )which is doing next to nothing-maybe it's bc I have had to be on it so much today and it will help after I have given it a chance to rest,idk-I just know that you guys need me-NMI needs me,and I need all of you. I won't let you down.Actually,I am sure I will be up and down for the rest of the day and night so I may just go hidden and stay online and try to hit the new intro threads during these times. I want to get back to my work here I am just worn out from the day and the news I got.I mean,part of my foot is dead-how freaky is that.I won't lie-I am scared-but I am also determined and that counter acts anything that tries to break me.My spirit may bend but I'll be damned if I will let it break even if parts of my body have.I just wanted you guys to know what's up and that I may have gone MIA but I have no intention of disappearing.
Sorry if this seems a little out of order-I just got back from my therapist's office(which I had to pseudo hobble into with my cane and hopping),I am just a bit out of it and in agony right now.The pain will quell after a bit-not totally,but at least it won't be like it is right now. Hopefully my next post or contact will be a bit more together-for lack of a better word.
I hope you all are well and won't give up on me because I am not giving up on Bluelight or the AMAZING friendships I have made.
I will talk to you guys soon.I love and miss you guys more than words can convey .

much peace and love.............................skillz

 

[Johnny blue]

not much. I'm working tomm but, I git drugs though so it's cool. I'm noddin off and on. Took quite some time to type this

 

[ohline]

ohline, fast and furious is on......things were just exploding...just thought I'd let you know :D

baby, you know vin diesel is the way to my heart.

Good evening ladies *tips hat*. What are you two lovely ladies up to tonight?

avoiding people. :D

socializing is complicated.

I just lost a paragraph I was posting and can't find the auto save function. I'm in a lot of pain and don't have it in me to re-type it...basically it is letting you guys know why I haven't been around. You guys are my fav Bl family and I wanted to explain this recent MIA-it's a long post that I have sent to my Smods and admins and posted in other threads so that my fellow Mods and staff are up to date. I love you guys and I intend to be frequenting social-if you all will have me. I've missed you guys so much. Here is what's up. I really need support from you guys...so here it is.I love you guys.




Hey guys...I am so sorry I have not been around to Mod NMI...I have been in and out of the hospital and urgent care clinics over the past 2 weeks. My ankle is fucked.There is a fracture in the bone from the injuries I sustained from my near fatal accident in January 2006 when my ankle was SHATTERED and the bone never healed properly. The news I got today at the urgent care clinic is that the bone is DEAD. I am in shock-I just got back from urgent care where a specialist PA who spent 8 years as a PA to an orthopedic specializing in bone and ankle surgery said if i want to walk on it again then i need to see an orthopedic surgeon and have surgery to remove the dead bone-and prob put bone putty in it like there is in my knee-my knee was slammed into the dash board and they had to put bone putty and 3 titanium screws in it. I was also told my knee is basically filled with broken pieces,bone spurs,ect...


The point I guess I am trying to convey is that I NEED Bluelight. I need the support and I miss what I do so much. I am sorry I have been MIA(it wasn't planned or foreseen)but it has been a long painful 2 weeks. I have to go back to ER next week one day when my mom or dad are off.I have no insurance and am currently in the legal process of appealing the 2nd denial from the state for disability and medicaid, so I have no clue WHEN the surgery will take place-everyone treats you like shit when you don't have insurance.Except for the urgent care that I went to this morning. I have a long history w/ them and they take care of me. Problem is,they can't do more than the X-rays and RX they wrote me today.No worries though-My parents are amazing and they will find a way to make the surgery happen as soon as they can. For now I just have to stay off of it and keep it elevated.It hurts so fucking bad,but I have definitely been through worse. For now I will grin and bear it-something I am quite good at as a result of my accident.
Basically what I've been through the past 2 weeks isn't over for me-I was told this will be something that I will have to accept as a problem that I will live w/ for the rest of my life...could be worse...seriously.
I am exhausted and in pain from a long day of using my cane like a walker bc i am not supposed to walk on my foot AT ALL.I have to crawl to the bathroom and down stairs(when my parents are gone to get a Boost shake which is all I am eating right now for all three meals) and the crawling is making my fucked up knee worse.But I am a fighter and I don't give up.
Not being online for the past 2 weeks has been so lonely. I am now confined to my bed again and have nothing but time to do what I love in NMI. I give you my word I am back and committed,I just need at least tonight,and maybe tomorrow AM to rest.I am in so much pain.They gave me a script for 15 vicoden (wow-15,generous don't you think )which is doing next to nothing-maybe it's bc I have had to be on it so much today and it will help after I have given it a chance to rest,idk-I just know that you guys need me-NMI needs me,and I need all of you. I won't let you down.Actually,I am sure I will be up and down for the rest of the day and night so I may just go hidden and stay online and try to hit the new intro threads during these times. I want to get back to my work here I am just worn out from the day and the news I got.I mean,part of my foot is dead-how freaky is that.I won't lie-I am scared-but I am also determined and that counter acts anything that tries to break me.My spirit may bend but I'll be damned if I will let it break even if parts of my body have.I just wanted you guys to know what's up and that I may have gone MIA but I have no intention of disappearing.
Sorry if this seems a little out of order-I just got back from my therapist's office(which I had to pseudo hobble into with my cane and hopping),I am just a bit out of it and in agony right now.The pain will quell after a bit-not totally,but at least it won't be like it is right now. Hopefully my next post or contact will be a bit more together-for lack of a better word.
I hope you all are well and won't give up on me because I am not giving up on Bluelight or the AMAZING friendships I have made.
I will talk to you guys soon.I love and miss you guys more than words can convey .

much peace and love..............................skillz

i'm so sorry, skillz.

you're a tough bitch.. remember that.

 

[skillz~4~thrillz]

baby, you know vin diesel is the way to my heart.



avoiding people. :D

socializing is complicated.



i'm so sorry, skillz.

you're a tough bitch.. remember that.

fuckin' A right!!! oh, I am so glad to hear from you...every time I see a commercial for UFC on TV,I always think of you-chinky too ...I feel a bazilion times better being back on Bl and ESPECIALLY hearing from you...trust me,you have been in my thoughts a great deal over the past 2 weeks. I missed the FUCK out of you,girl.
I haven't had time to backtrack and read up on what I have missed and what is going on w/ everyone yet, but I will-probably tomorrow-I am hitting NMI hardcore since I haven't been around to do my part moderating and helping my fellow Mods in that forum...basically I am asking-wtf is going on? how the hell are you...spill it,chick! tell me everything =)
I am slap happy as hell right now...feels good to be back amongst my ppl!!! I love your guts,woman.

Much peace and love........................skillz

P.S. how the fuck do I find the auto save option...I knew how to 2 weeks ago,but the pain,drugs and now that I am on a good bit of vicoden and xanax,that knowledge has been told to fuck off apparently. I lost a post about half an hour ago and for the life of me i cannot remember how to access the auto save function to retrieve my post. this is for ANYONE who can school me on that....

ok...........that is all!

 

[ohline]

fuckin' A right!!! oh, I am so glad to hear from you...every time I see a commercial for UFC on TV,I always think of you-chinky too ...I feel a bazilion times better being back on Bl and ESPECIALLY hearing from you...trust me,you have been in my thoughts a great deal over the past 2 weeks. I missed the FUCK out of you,girl.
I haven't had time to backtrack and read up on what I have missed and what is going on w/ everyone yet, but I will-probably tomorrow-I am hitting NMI hardcore since I haven't been around to do my part moderating and helping my fellow Mods in that forum...basically I am asking-wtf is going on? how the hell are you...spill it,chick! tell me everything =)
I am slap happy as hell right now...feels good to be back amongst my ppl!!! I love your guts,woman.

Much peace and love........................skillz

P.S. how the fuck do I find the auto save option...I knew how to 2 weeks ago,but the pain,drugs and now that I am on a good bit of vicoden and xanax,that knowledge has been told to fuck off apparently. I lost a post about half an hour ago and for the life of me i cannot remember how to access the auto save function to retrieve my post. this is for ANYONE who can school me on that....

ok...........that is all!

i'm pretty decent, lady. trying to not get caught up in "intrusive thoughts"
goddamn boys

and lol @ your UFC comment. i smiled. currently watching another MMA event (strikeforce) so that made me feel tingly inside.

as for the auto-save question.. i do believe it does it automatically after like.. a minute? probably way less? i'm drunk. how dare you ask now!

hope to see you around more often and far more happy.

 

[purplefirefly]

Skillz

 

[chinky]

had free tickets to the lil wayne rick ross concert today...didnt even stay for the whole thing though..i hate the tweeter center, worst venue in america

 

[MemphisX3]

Got kicked out pops house......AGAIN....fuck his cunt whore slunt lazy no good goldsigger lost of a wife

 

[Johnny blue]

Damn Memph sorry to hear that mang.

 

[MemphisX3]

Its cool, atleast my aunt is cool and said I could move in with her for a bit. She smokes hella reefers and drinks too.



I went to my dillie spot Saturday morning and was chilling with him...he got up and dropped a gram of kush and didn't notice getting free kush is always good

 

[amanda_eats_pandas]

damn, you came back to the social just to say lol

hows it been panda eater? still in school?

I run out of stuff to do at work so I've browsed just about every forum on BL these past couple of weeks. Save for steroid discussion.

Still in school, doing summer classes and working the rest of the time which is good. What about you dude?



And Memphis? Also, where to hell has RedLeader disappeared to? Getting clean or something?

 

[MemphisX3]

Xanax and me don't mix. I got kicked out my house and almost lost my job because I slept in and was over an hour late so they just sent me home. But seriously I hate my dads wife.





And AEP? Wus gut female

 

[MemphisX3]

@AEP if RL's AIM is any indication I'd say he's taking a hardcore break from reality











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