Yeah dude, it's shit. I mean don't get me wrong I fucking hate working, but a decent person has to do something to earn their keep and be a part of the real world. Not doing that gets old pretty fast and makes for an empty unrewarding feeling. I always love having the time off at first, then slowly end up getting pretty depressed after a while.
Now there's just the dilemma knowing that my last 2 real jobs have just been something I sort of fell into and got lucky enough to make decent money doing that for 3 years or so but now at this point I don't want to find a similar job and I have no real experience anywhere else besides automotive and I gave that shit up a while ago. What to do, what to do? Shit, now I wish I did go to school to get some kind of training back when.