nada

Still not gotten drunk or drank any alcohol, for that matter. This is now the longest break ever. I think I feel better. I'm definitely eating at least three times as much food a day as I was a month ago.

Plus my fitness has improved through exercising at least five days a week lately and that's not something I had any success at sticking at even for the miserable amount of time I have done recently.

But I'm still helpless without a few grams of skunk every day. Helpless without and strung out and edgy with:! I quit the stuff a few days after I quit booze but soon realised that I needed to kill the booze first.

Weed taper starts afresh on Monday<3

The more he smoked the less he ventured outside. Strange shrill strings of paranioa stirred his senses beyond meaning.
Friendly voices whispered unspeakable horror. For two days he is in a haze of loathing and mistrust. Then a friendly hand sets him free.


In other news, my car dropped a cog again. I drove it from London to Guardia in Italy via the Swiss Alps and back again recently and it seems to be just constantly breaking down since then.

It got a gearbox last week, now I need a new block8o I'm considering doing it myself, but nervous of fucking the headwork up.

He wished he could unfuck all the words as they floated to the page. Why should it be that each time he engaged a seemingly abstract task
it had to become all about he?
 
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