Seroquelle
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 4, 2015
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Hello!
Online, I go by Liz. I'm 21, and I live in the UK. I'm a death metal enthusiast, and have self-taught myself to do guttural death growls in the hopes of eventually moving abroad to rejoin my friends in the metal community to create my own band. Should that plan fall through, I intend to remain in the UK to become a writer, specialising in horror and sci-fi. I also enjoy scuba dancing, salsa, all things pink and/or fluffy, and drawing (very badly).
I grew up in Asia, and during my teen years, I became very well-acquainted with a wide variety of drugs, from prescription pills to the harder stuff. In retrospect, it was an incredibly stupid idea, as numerous friends of mine have been imprisoned for life, executed, or had to flee the country after being caught with as little as a 10bag of weed.
I stopped using recreational drugs after developing numerous consecutive health problems when I moved to the UK five years ago. I was at university studying psychology and criminology for two years, but the severity of what was later diagnosed as chronic pelvic and back pains resulted in my decision to drop out - paying £9K per year when 90% of the time was spent being bedridden, barely able to walk, and having nearly 30 tests and scans and trying over 100 different medicines in the search of what the problem was and what would help me. I've been prescribed oxycodone for the pains, and am also on quetiapine (or seroquel, hence my user name) for night terrors and BPD. Currently, my ever-disintegrating health is probably the most interesting thing about me.
Over the years, I've looked at numerous posts on bluelight detailing some of the medication I've been on - especially when I was at boarding school, and was prescribed a multitude of antipsychotics and mood-stabilisers, and bluelight was one of the few sites about firsthand experiences with drugs I could access there - but was (I'm ashamed to say) too scared to talk to anyone until now.
I feel I have rambled on sufficiently, thank you to those that have made it through my lengthy introduction
Online, I go by Liz. I'm 21, and I live in the UK. I'm a death metal enthusiast, and have self-taught myself to do guttural death growls in the hopes of eventually moving abroad to rejoin my friends in the metal community to create my own band. Should that plan fall through, I intend to remain in the UK to become a writer, specialising in horror and sci-fi. I also enjoy scuba dancing, salsa, all things pink and/or fluffy, and drawing (very badly).
I grew up in Asia, and during my teen years, I became very well-acquainted with a wide variety of drugs, from prescription pills to the harder stuff. In retrospect, it was an incredibly stupid idea, as numerous friends of mine have been imprisoned for life, executed, or had to flee the country after being caught with as little as a 10bag of weed.
I stopped using recreational drugs after developing numerous consecutive health problems when I moved to the UK five years ago. I was at university studying psychology and criminology for two years, but the severity of what was later diagnosed as chronic pelvic and back pains resulted in my decision to drop out - paying £9K per year when 90% of the time was spent being bedridden, barely able to walk, and having nearly 30 tests and scans and trying over 100 different medicines in the search of what the problem was and what would help me. I've been prescribed oxycodone for the pains, and am also on quetiapine (or seroquel, hence my user name) for night terrors and BPD. Currently, my ever-disintegrating health is probably the most interesting thing about me.
Over the years, I've looked at numerous posts on bluelight detailing some of the medication I've been on - especially when I was at boarding school, and was prescribed a multitude of antipsychotics and mood-stabilisers, and bluelight was one of the few sites about firsthand experiences with drugs I could access there - but was (I'm ashamed to say) too scared to talk to anyone until now.
I feel I have rambled on sufficiently, thank you to those that have made it through my lengthy introduction
