~*geNeRaTiOn E*~
Bluelight Crew
dose: 25mg, smoked on top of mint leaves
set: in a good frame of mind, ready to try this new compound. i was bummed about not being able to go to a party the night before but decided that since i had nothing to do, it might be fun.
setting: at home, sitting on my couch, shpongle's "are you shpongled?" playing in the background (shpongle spores to be more specific)
preface: i had been discussing this with a friend for quite some time now, asking him questions about what i could expect, if there were any precautions i should take to ensure i wouldn't freak out and lose my mind as a result. he reassured me that it would be very worthwhile but i should proceed with extreme caution as it truly is terrifying. i decided not to read up on it too much because i didn't want to psych myself out and i wanted my experience to be something all my own, uninfluenced by what others have experienced/said. so i packed my pipe with some mint leaves and sprinkled what i weighed out to be 30mg (the baggie it was in had a hole in it and some fell on my floor. i was able to recover most of it, the rest was lost forever; i reweighed it and it came to ~25mg).
at first i just sat there staring at it, rotating my piece back and forth between my fingers, nervously playing with my lighter while i decided whether or not i really wanted to do it. i took a deep breath and exhaled slowly making sure every bit of co2 was released so i could take a full hit all at once. i sparked the bowl and ripped it like i would if i were smoking weed. i tilted my head back and exhaled the smoke then lifted my head back up and looked around; the DMT tasted like SHIT! immediately, things started shaking. there was a noise but i was unsure whether it was just the music or if it was something else; i wanted to take another hit but i was scared shitless. i kept thinking "wtf have i done? wtf did i get myself into?" patterns and colors are everywhere when i'm suddenly shot into another dimension. there were strange creatures (people?) that seemed almost evil. i didn't want to see evil, i wanted positivity, i had enough "evil" in my life. i saw a blonde boy (i'm unsure of who he was) as i kept looking around, taking note of everything i saw. this place looked like a mine almost, with scaffolding everywhere but at the same time it looked like a street/outdoor marketplace. everyone seemed busy, rushing by me as they went about their daily lives while i stood there, dumbfounded and intruded and discovered this whole new unseen world. one creature that looked like a gremlin and was pulling something (a cart?) looked at me with an evil eye and an evil grin; i still can't understand why. i was still trapped inside this other dimension as my face started dripping (sweat?), my eyes watered uncontrollably but for some reason it felt so good, like with each tear drop that fell a burden had been lifted. it felt like i peed my pants so i shoved my hand between my legs to feel for any wetness. everything felt weird like it wasn't me controlling my body. my pipe was still in my hand; i kept looking down at it, rubbing it and thinking to myself "is this fucking real?!" i felt extremely nauseous and panicked but i told myself it would be over soon and that puking would be ok. i wanted to move but i couldn't, i was stuck. it felt like an eternity as i kept telling myself "it will be ok, the creatures won't hurt me."
the creatures and the world disappeared and i was back inside my house, fascinated by the patterns and colors still swirling all around me. i'm shocked at what just happened, uncertain if it was real; i looked down at my pipe still in my hand and realized it was. i couldn't comprehend, i couldn't speak, i could only think about what i saw, what i felt, what craziness i had just experienced. i put my face into my hands and yelled out "WHAT THE FUCK?!" (that was the only way i could describe what happened, no words fit) then started laughing. my fit of laughter continued as i put my pipe down and made my way to my phone; i had to tell someone, i had to make it seem real. i couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened. i couldn't put it into words, i couldn't describe it, i could only see flashes of what i saw in my mind. i sat back on the couch, looked down at my pipe and realized there was probably some left and i needed to finish it off. i sparked up the bowl once more, exhaled and watched as the pretty colors and patterns danced around me; the DMT tasted like ass. for the next 30 minutes, i contemplated taking the rest of my stash (30mg). i finally convinced myself i needed to go back and explore some more.
i was freaked the fuck out but told myself it would be ok. i grabbed more mint, packed the bowl and sprinkled the remainder of my DMT on top. i was sweating, my hands were clammy and i was trying to decide what album i wanted to listen to as i walked around my house holding my pipe in my hand being careful to not spill anything. i settled for shpongle - tales of the inexpressible as it's a very comforting album for me. once again, i sparked up the bowl, ripped it, set my pipe on the floor and laid my head back. as i exhaled i looked at the cloud of smoke billowing in front of me as the entire room started shaking. my leg shot out from under me, knocking over a bag that was sitting next to the couch (i had a cramp). i fumbled to pick it up and started freaking out. as i controlled my breathing to keep from puking (DMT tastes like shit!), i tried to get comfortable but nothing worked. i finally planted both feet on the ground and rested my head in the crook of my arm. chaos surrounded me as i told myself "they'll take care of me, they will make sure i'm ok and that no harm comes to me." all i could hear was the music "i am a shaman, magician; the sun is purple. 3D dimensions, i am for mental extensions." i continued to tell myself "they will look after me, they'll take care of me" as the creatures (not people) swirled around me. i suddenly felt a very cool breeze and it was so soothing. the breeze continued as my body immediately cooled down (prior to this i felt very hot) and i calmed down. they started to fade into the background as the space in front of me turned white and was filled with rainbows shooting out of every corner; they almost looked like spiders with a singular shape (pyramid) in the center and leg-like rainbows pouring down on all sides (i recall seeing an image of this exact thing online somewhere but after searching, i can't find it). i could feel a presence behind me, soothing me as i basked in this great feeling of absolute content; i felt myself smiling and stretched out. i tried to open my eyes but decided that what i saw behind closed eyelids was way better. star shpongled banner was still playing as the rainbow objects twisted back and forth before me. i kept thinking "do i even want to finish this bowl? my pipe is tainted, i'll never be able to use it for weed again. that's ok, i'll buy a new one, i need a new one. what about the rest of the spice? do i finish it or just leave it there until i'm ready again?" the song ended as i tried to open my eyes. patterns and colors were swirling, everything was throbbing and all i could do was sit there and think "why is this illegal?! why shouldn't this be shared? i want to tell everyone what i have experienced today but how can i get them to understand?" the song "a new way to say 'hooray'" was playing and as it went into what DMT is all about, i kept correlating my experience with what was being described; it all made sense.
as the last of my visuals dissipated, the song changed (my head feels like a frisbee) and my phone rang - it was my daughter calling to say hi. it was really nice to hear her voice and after she hung up i sat back, smiled and took a deep breath. i looked down at my phone once more and saw that familiar face - Albert Hofmann and started giggling. i bent over to see my pipe still sitting on the floor and decided to finish off what was left but not before eating a jellybean to get rid of the aftertaste; i went with cinnamon to combat one spice with another. there was pretty much nothing left but the taste was overpowering; i reached for the jellybeans and shoved 2 buttered popcorn into my mouth. things started to move, barely enough to notice that something was taking effect but not enough to make a difference. i shoved 2 watermelon jellybeans into my mouth trying to get rid of the taste, it wasn't working. i could still smell the mint burning as i continued to shove more and more jellybeans into my mouth; dr. pepper, apple, cinnamon, whatever i plucked out of the bag. i looked around my house and thought about all the shit i had to do that day and decided to roll a joint. i sat there holding the joint in my hand, pondering "how could i ever look at life the same way again?" something amazing happened during my trip and even though i couldn't (and still can't) pinpoint what it was, it was definitely something positive, something that motivated me to change, something that gave me the ability to think and see things clearly. i was NOT prepared for what DMT had to offer nor was i prepared for what to expect but after experiencing it for myself, i understand. my body felt weird still but my mind was so clear, it had never been so clear, ever. it was like a fog/veil that was obstructing my thoughts/view had been lifted. i felt comfortable, safe, content and best of all, i felt extremely good about myself.
i can't wait to try this again, i only wish there were some way to get rid of the god-awful taste! i hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i did writing it
substancecode_DMT
set: in a good frame of mind, ready to try this new compound. i was bummed about not being able to go to a party the night before but decided that since i had nothing to do, it might be fun.
setting: at home, sitting on my couch, shpongle's "are you shpongled?" playing in the background (shpongle spores to be more specific)
preface: i had been discussing this with a friend for quite some time now, asking him questions about what i could expect, if there were any precautions i should take to ensure i wouldn't freak out and lose my mind as a result. he reassured me that it would be very worthwhile but i should proceed with extreme caution as it truly is terrifying. i decided not to read up on it too much because i didn't want to psych myself out and i wanted my experience to be something all my own, uninfluenced by what others have experienced/said. so i packed my pipe with some mint leaves and sprinkled what i weighed out to be 30mg (the baggie it was in had a hole in it and some fell on my floor. i was able to recover most of it, the rest was lost forever; i reweighed it and it came to ~25mg).
at first i just sat there staring at it, rotating my piece back and forth between my fingers, nervously playing with my lighter while i decided whether or not i really wanted to do it. i took a deep breath and exhaled slowly making sure every bit of co2 was released so i could take a full hit all at once. i sparked the bowl and ripped it like i would if i were smoking weed. i tilted my head back and exhaled the smoke then lifted my head back up and looked around; the DMT tasted like SHIT! immediately, things started shaking. there was a noise but i was unsure whether it was just the music or if it was something else; i wanted to take another hit but i was scared shitless. i kept thinking "wtf have i done? wtf did i get myself into?" patterns and colors are everywhere when i'm suddenly shot into another dimension. there were strange creatures (people?) that seemed almost evil. i didn't want to see evil, i wanted positivity, i had enough "evil" in my life. i saw a blonde boy (i'm unsure of who he was) as i kept looking around, taking note of everything i saw. this place looked like a mine almost, with scaffolding everywhere but at the same time it looked like a street/outdoor marketplace. everyone seemed busy, rushing by me as they went about their daily lives while i stood there, dumbfounded and intruded and discovered this whole new unseen world. one creature that looked like a gremlin and was pulling something (a cart?) looked at me with an evil eye and an evil grin; i still can't understand why. i was still trapped inside this other dimension as my face started dripping (sweat?), my eyes watered uncontrollably but for some reason it felt so good, like with each tear drop that fell a burden had been lifted. it felt like i peed my pants so i shoved my hand between my legs to feel for any wetness. everything felt weird like it wasn't me controlling my body. my pipe was still in my hand; i kept looking down at it, rubbing it and thinking to myself "is this fucking real?!" i felt extremely nauseous and panicked but i told myself it would be over soon and that puking would be ok. i wanted to move but i couldn't, i was stuck. it felt like an eternity as i kept telling myself "it will be ok, the creatures won't hurt me."
the creatures and the world disappeared and i was back inside my house, fascinated by the patterns and colors still swirling all around me. i'm shocked at what just happened, uncertain if it was real; i looked down at my pipe still in my hand and realized it was. i couldn't comprehend, i couldn't speak, i could only think about what i saw, what i felt, what craziness i had just experienced. i put my face into my hands and yelled out "WHAT THE FUCK?!" (that was the only way i could describe what happened, no words fit) then started laughing. my fit of laughter continued as i put my pipe down and made my way to my phone; i had to tell someone, i had to make it seem real. i couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened. i couldn't put it into words, i couldn't describe it, i could only see flashes of what i saw in my mind. i sat back on the couch, looked down at my pipe and realized there was probably some left and i needed to finish it off. i sparked up the bowl once more, exhaled and watched as the pretty colors and patterns danced around me; the DMT tasted like ass. for the next 30 minutes, i contemplated taking the rest of my stash (30mg). i finally convinced myself i needed to go back and explore some more.
i was freaked the fuck out but told myself it would be ok. i grabbed more mint, packed the bowl and sprinkled the remainder of my DMT on top. i was sweating, my hands were clammy and i was trying to decide what album i wanted to listen to as i walked around my house holding my pipe in my hand being careful to not spill anything. i settled for shpongle - tales of the inexpressible as it's a very comforting album for me. once again, i sparked up the bowl, ripped it, set my pipe on the floor and laid my head back. as i exhaled i looked at the cloud of smoke billowing in front of me as the entire room started shaking. my leg shot out from under me, knocking over a bag that was sitting next to the couch (i had a cramp). i fumbled to pick it up and started freaking out. as i controlled my breathing to keep from puking (DMT tastes like shit!), i tried to get comfortable but nothing worked. i finally planted both feet on the ground and rested my head in the crook of my arm. chaos surrounded me as i told myself "they'll take care of me, they will make sure i'm ok and that no harm comes to me." all i could hear was the music "i am a shaman, magician; the sun is purple. 3D dimensions, i am for mental extensions." i continued to tell myself "they will look after me, they'll take care of me" as the creatures (not people) swirled around me. i suddenly felt a very cool breeze and it was so soothing. the breeze continued as my body immediately cooled down (prior to this i felt very hot) and i calmed down. they started to fade into the background as the space in front of me turned white and was filled with rainbows shooting out of every corner; they almost looked like spiders with a singular shape (pyramid) in the center and leg-like rainbows pouring down on all sides (i recall seeing an image of this exact thing online somewhere but after searching, i can't find it). i could feel a presence behind me, soothing me as i basked in this great feeling of absolute content; i felt myself smiling and stretched out. i tried to open my eyes but decided that what i saw behind closed eyelids was way better. star shpongled banner was still playing as the rainbow objects twisted back and forth before me. i kept thinking "do i even want to finish this bowl? my pipe is tainted, i'll never be able to use it for weed again. that's ok, i'll buy a new one, i need a new one. what about the rest of the spice? do i finish it or just leave it there until i'm ready again?" the song ended as i tried to open my eyes. patterns and colors were swirling, everything was throbbing and all i could do was sit there and think "why is this illegal?! why shouldn't this be shared? i want to tell everyone what i have experienced today but how can i get them to understand?" the song "a new way to say 'hooray'" was playing and as it went into what DMT is all about, i kept correlating my experience with what was being described; it all made sense.
as the last of my visuals dissipated, the song changed (my head feels like a frisbee) and my phone rang - it was my daughter calling to say hi. it was really nice to hear her voice and after she hung up i sat back, smiled and took a deep breath. i looked down at my phone once more and saw that familiar face - Albert Hofmann and started giggling. i bent over to see my pipe still sitting on the floor and decided to finish off what was left but not before eating a jellybean to get rid of the aftertaste; i went with cinnamon to combat one spice with another. there was pretty much nothing left but the taste was overpowering; i reached for the jellybeans and shoved 2 buttered popcorn into my mouth. things started to move, barely enough to notice that something was taking effect but not enough to make a difference. i shoved 2 watermelon jellybeans into my mouth trying to get rid of the taste, it wasn't working. i could still smell the mint burning as i continued to shove more and more jellybeans into my mouth; dr. pepper, apple, cinnamon, whatever i plucked out of the bag. i looked around my house and thought about all the shit i had to do that day and decided to roll a joint. i sat there holding the joint in my hand, pondering "how could i ever look at life the same way again?" something amazing happened during my trip and even though i couldn't (and still can't) pinpoint what it was, it was definitely something positive, something that motivated me to change, something that gave me the ability to think and see things clearly. i was NOT prepared for what DMT had to offer nor was i prepared for what to expect but after experiencing it for myself, i understand. my body felt weird still but my mind was so clear, it had never been so clear, ever. it was like a fog/veil that was obstructing my thoughts/view had been lifted. i felt comfortable, safe, content and best of all, i felt extremely good about myself.
i can't wait to try this again, i only wish there were some way to get rid of the god-awful taste! i hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i did writing it
substancecode_DMT
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Nice report.
