To start off the idea of my wife being pleasured by a faceless and nameless guy turns me on I think its a combo of seeing my wife being pleasured and it being taboo is the root of the fantasy because as soon as I start thinking about her doing a guy that I know or adding a name or face to the guy I start to become very jealous and not as turned on.
So to get to my question, when I masturbate and I'm searching thru porn, I mainly search for amateur porn and I try to "catch" my wife. I search thru the porn trying to find pictures of my wife and what I'm trying to find is "evidence" of an affair that my wife might have taken place in and that the guy uploaded without her knowledge. I don't think my wife has ever cheated on me and she has never given me any indication that she has or ever will its just purely a fantasy. Its like a game I play with myself and I get into pretty big detail Ill compare pictures of my wife I have from our sexy "adventures" lol and Ill compare skin color lip size, amount of hair, scar/tattoos, etc. it's like I'm a detective lol and as soon as I find something that doesn't match her exactly I'll move on to the next picture. Again this is purely fantasy and I truly don't believe that she has ever cheated on me. My question is has anyone ever done this before or am I just weird with my porn preferences lol.
So to get to my question, when I masturbate and I'm searching thru porn, I mainly search for amateur porn and I try to "catch" my wife. I search thru the porn trying to find pictures of my wife and what I'm trying to find is "evidence" of an affair that my wife might have taken place in and that the guy uploaded without her knowledge. I don't think my wife has ever cheated on me and she has never given me any indication that she has or ever will its just purely a fantasy. Its like a game I play with myself and I get into pretty big detail Ill compare pictures of my wife I have from our sexy "adventures" lol and Ill compare skin color lip size, amount of hair, scar/tattoos, etc. it's like I'm a detective lol and as soon as I find something that doesn't match her exactly I'll move on to the next picture. Again this is purely fantasy and I truly don't believe that she has ever cheated on me. My question is has anyone ever done this before or am I just weird with my porn preferences lol.