Thursday night, nothing to do, friends call and i agree to have a small kick-back at my place. We're chillin for a bit then we decide to smoke the buddha they have. After a couple of hits (maybe 8-10) i am beyond stoned, the whole thing was an experience in itself.
We sit down and my friends around me look like they're made of plato. Bob the Builder sort of vision where everything has that 3-dimensional effect but its all made of plato. I was tripping so hard i could barely make sense of what they spoke of. I took my eyes off them, i inhaled and they seemed normal, i exhaled and everything was plato. My throat burned, and i had no expectation for this sort of trip, i just wasn't anywhere near prepared. Its only cannabis, but after this experience i know im really sensitive to it. Panic started to kick in since we still had to go back into my house. Turned the tv on and i sat there feeling like i was going to regurgitate my stomach all in itself!
Bad thoughts and paranoia, i was hearing my parents voices from time to time, this was all in my head, i was having a bad one. The nausea finally got the best of me and i lost control. The friends i had today were terrible people to trip with, they continually harassed me after i already had suffered the humiliation of puking in front of all of them. I felt like dying on that fine hour, eventually i fell asleep on my couch, to be awoken by my dad telling me to go to bed, light nd all were on, we were in the living room.
They left and my parents thought i got drunk once more, my goodness this was absolutely glorious because my mom constantly says that it'd break her heart if i ever did drugs, and yet so, being an alcoholic is acceptable to some degree (if only she knew, i hardly ever drink).
Woke up feeling terrible, later that night they wanted to visit me with some more of that bud, took 3 hits and i was stoned, 1 hit later on that night to keep the buzz on. Ive been feeling relaxed all day today, and my lesson has been learnt, unless i wont be home for several hours i will refuse to take more than 3 hits of bud.
I Only hope that once i get into psyches nothing will ever be as bad as this.
~ Stay safe my friends.
We sit down and my friends around me look like they're made of plato. Bob the Builder sort of vision where everything has that 3-dimensional effect but its all made of plato. I was tripping so hard i could barely make sense of what they spoke of. I took my eyes off them, i inhaled and they seemed normal, i exhaled and everything was plato. My throat burned, and i had no expectation for this sort of trip, i just wasn't anywhere near prepared. Its only cannabis, but after this experience i know im really sensitive to it. Panic started to kick in since we still had to go back into my house. Turned the tv on and i sat there feeling like i was going to regurgitate my stomach all in itself!
Bad thoughts and paranoia, i was hearing my parents voices from time to time, this was all in my head, i was having a bad one. The nausea finally got the best of me and i lost control. The friends i had today were terrible people to trip with, they continually harassed me after i already had suffered the humiliation of puking in front of all of them. I felt like dying on that fine hour, eventually i fell asleep on my couch, to be awoken by my dad telling me to go to bed, light nd all were on, we were in the living room.
They left and my parents thought i got drunk once more, my goodness this was absolutely glorious because my mom constantly says that it'd break her heart if i ever did drugs, and yet so, being an alcoholic is acceptable to some degree (if only she knew, i hardly ever drink).
Woke up feeling terrible, later that night they wanted to visit me with some more of that bud, took 3 hits and i was stoned, 1 hit later on that night to keep the buzz on. Ive been feeling relaxed all day today, and my lesson has been learnt, unless i wont be home for several hours i will refuse to take more than 3 hits of bud.
I Only hope that once i get into psyches nothing will ever be as bad as this.
~ Stay safe my friends.