My life in the last six months has changed so much. I sometimes feel like I will explode. Here are some of my thoughts on it
My words gone my flow removed
Is my head on straight?
Filled with nothing but this burning hate,
he comes and he goes but still he never knows..
It just grows and grows
longing just to be.
I can not live yet I can not die
feeling faded some what worn.
Where is my brillance that once held me?
these empty words fall from my lips with little or no meaning.
Late night ramblings with out a clue
falling from his grace is nothing new
Do I care? does it matter?
Some would say yes others would say no
but the only one it really matters to is lost.
To caught up in being the constant fake I see him to be.
He has one face but he wears
another
Slipping into my nothing like slipping into my void. I feel it all boiling over into the bitter empty feelings of him that always seem to fill me.
[This message has been edited by Removed (edited 15 October 2000).]
My words gone my flow removed
Is my head on straight?
Filled with nothing but this burning hate,
he comes and he goes but still he never knows..
It just grows and grows
longing just to be.
I can not live yet I can not die
feeling faded some what worn.
Where is my brillance that once held me?
these empty words fall from my lips with little or no meaning.
Late night ramblings with out a clue
falling from his grace is nothing new
Do I care? does it matter?
Some would say yes others would say no
but the only one it really matters to is lost.
To caught up in being the constant fake I see him to be.
He has one face but he wears
another
Slipping into my nothing like slipping into my void. I feel it all boiling over into the bitter empty feelings of him that always seem to fill me.
[This message has been edited by Removed (edited 15 October 2000).]