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my thoughts and experience on Ecstasy & LSD

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afgzee

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i just want to share my experience here. before i ever took ecstasy or LSD (which i did once) i used to drink, get into trouble, fights, be aggressive, been put in cell over hight couple of times, wasn't always positive in life, but the day i tried E, it was a life changer for me.
i've now done it a few times and have become so calm, open minded and very positive in life, i've become very caring and loving towards people and have met, amazing new friends just because of it. i felt my life going down hill before i ever tried E but its now only going upwards and i feel so happy and positive about different situations in my life, also after trying LSD its made me so great and amazingly changed my life, the way i see things in life is different, even simple things like nature and the world are so broad now i only see my self risng from now on.

now dont get me wrong, im not a drug addict, and i dont and wont ever try drugs like ketamine, cocaine, crach, heroine and all that negative, useless bullshit, but Ecstasy and LSD have been winners in my life and i am thankful that i had a chance to try it, without it, i would not have met amazing, new great friends who i have been having the time of my life with and i feel my life may have become very depressing if i didn't try, i would never have been able to make these life changing things happen if it wasn't for LSD or Ecstasy(MDMA)

thanks for reading guys, also im not a person to encourage drug taking, but pure ecstasy and LSD are substances everyone should try at least once in their life, if everyone in the world tried these, i think it would be an end of crimes like killing, violance, street crime and even wars and rape, but never abuse these substances, they are not designed to be taken all the time, just enjoy yourself in the correct situation with the correct, positive, open minded thinking people and it will drive you upwards, from my own experience.

its funny how such damaging substances not just to yourself, but others around you and to the neighbourhood and socity like tabacco, alcohol, ketamine, speed are either legal or class C controled drugs, but substances like LSD that make life beutiful to be in, make you loving and make you apreciate what you have and your life and others, and also studys suggest that LSD is one of the least harmful drugs to your body, even less harmful than caffine, alcohol, tabacco, cannabis and pure Ecstasy that makes you appreciate yourself and makes you so loving and caring and changes your life for the better are illegal controled class A drugs, it doesn't make sense, this governments just want to cause war, hatrid and crime in this world, we need to rise up against these governments who put negative aspects on peoples lives to change these laws, it would be better for everyone, and this is coming from me, someone who was so against all these drugs just because they were "illegal" now i see the light and i see what these governments are doing, i should not do this alone, we all need to rise up, people like us who have had first hand experience try to change the sociteys thoughts on these things.

thanks for reading everyone, sorry i typed so much but i feel so strongly about this.
 
as long as you're not doing mandy more than once a month then fairplay mate

this kind of makes me want to do acid but i'm still too worried i'll have a baaaad trip
 
I totally agree, ever since I started doing ecstasy my outlook of life has changed for the better, I have become more confident in front of crowds of people, more accepting of others (being their culture, religious beliefs, their beliefs on drugs, etc.), a much more happier person, and many more positive things (no real negatives I can think of so far.) After my recent school project I have been able to put my experiences into words; I did a project for my grade 12 social justice class about the effects of media when it comes to self image and self esteem on younger teens, we ended up doing a live presentation in front of 200 grade 8's and 9's. We labeled this assembly "Love your Life" and quite frankly that's what ecstasy has done for me, it has talk me to love my life. Before I started rolling I was that classic "Brutal metal-head" who thought he was the shit and was very ignorant to other forms of music (especially electronic music) but ever since my first roll I have fallen in love with trance and electro house and have left that ass-hole metal head phase of my life behind. And I would also like to say one more thing, it wasn't until I found this site a while back that I have actually been rolling responsibly so I would like to thank all those who have helped to spread great information on pre/post loading and the info on test kits, been a huge help! Sorry if I kind high-jacked the post but I just wanted to share how ecstasy has helped me. Just thought I would throw this out there as well, no I am not drug addicted I usually put 3 months between rolls and I actually haven't rolled in 8 months... And in no way am I promoting the use of ecstasy I just thought I would share my opinion on it and how it has effected me. :)
 
Shit I'll go ahead and promote the safe and responsible use of E for ya then! Lol

Chesh...give Lucy a run. She's wonderful. Quite honestly out of all the psychadelics I've partaken, LSD has been the most mild on the "mental carnival" aspect of psychadelics. There really isn't much to be nervous about. Just make sure its clean and decent shit. You'll find once you start into the trip, it's really not all mentally whacked out like people have portrayed it to be...like, at all!

afgzee...I'm with ya 1000% on MDMA and LSD. They're really the only 2 drugs I partake of anymore. With everything else I've taken, there's always been some part of it I didn't fully enjoy. With E and LSD that went out the window. There's nothing I don't love about em. Sooo many times I've heard stories like yours man and everytime they bring a smile to my face. They truly do awaken the peace-loving and gentler side of us humans. When you've seen both sides of that fence, a shitty and angry soul vs a soul that has been touched by MDMA, there's no question in your mind what kind of person you want to feel like.

It's beyond me that anyone could continue on through life in such states of anger and negativity that I pretty much pity them because I was blessed to have had the experience you have man, yet they know no different. I envision myself leaping onto them like in Assassin's Creed going for a kill, but with a cap of MDMA shards to toss down their throats lol. An hour later? Welcome to love my friend.
 
Well said Blah Blah, I only wish my friends were more open to drugs other than weed, but oh well I'm not going to leap "onto them like in Assassin's Creed going for a kill, but with a cap of MDMA shards to toss down their throats" ;)

Happy/safe rolling.
 
LSD is something you shouldnt be afraid of, tried it for the first time this Saturday and all I can say is wow. Something everyone should try :)
 
Chesh said:
as long as you're not doing mandy more than once a month then fairplay mate

this kind of makes me want to do acid but i'm still too worried i'll have a baaaad trip
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dont think of it that you'll have a bad trip, think of it in a good way, and be with positive, happy people who you trust and it will be amazing.

the first time i tried LSD (and i've only tried LSD once) i was feeling amazing, but one of my friends got into a bad trip (we were in a club, a place i do not advise to do LSD) because hes the type of person who always thinks negative about things and always wants to make fights, in his bad trip he said people were trying to fight with us and kept insisting that we are stupid because we cant see it, i tried to tell him that is his trip and not ours so we cant see this, tried to calm him down but his trip and insisting brought me into a temporary bad trip and for about 10 minutes i saw devil and blood dripping from peoples eyes, it wasn't pleasant, but once i managed to get away from him for the rest of the night i had just an amazing time and beautiful, happy trips, one of my friends took me to a picture, that was one of the most amazing things i saw on my tip, ...

... the pictures would move and change into different villages and areas and you would see things that were possibly not there it was stunning visualization.

the next morning still on LSD the things i saw such as colours were beyond amazing, you could see colours floating all around you that others not on LSD could see, nature like bees and birds were beyond beautiful you could feel colours and taste colours and see sounds floating infront of you in a sign of floating colours.

all i advise you again is, just never think negative of it, or be worried to try it think positive and be happy, and take in in environment like a good sunny day in a beautiful park. let me add that there have been tests to show LSD is less harmful than alcohol, cannabis, tobacco, nicotine and even caffeine so you decide, that also goes to ecstasy which is less harmful then those if not abused.

thanks
 
maybe i will give it a try then

im going to do 2C-B anyway, so if i enjoy that i suppose i'll try lucy in the summer holidays when the weather is nice.
 
Yeah i think lsd is something you only do a few times in life, so def wait for a nice day and be in a good mood. Setting is very important when doing acid imo.
 
I agree that E and Acid is amazing and has certainly changed my life, but I do rather hate it when people shit on other drugs they haven't even tried. Categorising ketamine, cocaine etc. under 'evil' is pretty ignorant. Use not abuse, you can mess yourself up eating too many doughnuts ;)
 
Lol ketamine is whacky as fuck! I'm definitely not a dissociate kind of drug user. I like my my mind in tact when I play. But Meth and DMT? Now that shit is evil.
 
and K is nice.
to make it less taboo, its quite nice when snorted. ESP with mdma. you can control your dosages quite nicely, just a little makes you feel floaty and music is beyond awesome.
 
DMT evil??? no way man! I have only done it once but it was AWESOME! Very relaxing and the visuals were out of this world, literally =D
 
Haha i dunno man, to each their own. DMT just felt dark to me. I felt a shit load of negativity for that small bit of time I was lit up. Believe me i'm an extremely up-beat and positive person 99% of the time and no drug has brought that kind of feeling on me, ever. I know it's not some "internal negative issues" manifesting themselves during it because they were very much felt as outside forces coming in from without. Like i said, dissociatives and I? Nuh uh. Not for me.

K on the other hand I'll give a run in a smaller dose next time. I did it 11 years ago and forgot completely what it was like. Then in January gave it another go. Railed 1 point and waited damn near 30 minutes and nothing, while my other people who took the same dose at the same time were getting laid out. Fuck it, lined me up another full point, railed it, and within 2 minutes off i went. That was whacky as hell. My thoughts and the images of my thoughts were knocking off each other inside my head like 1000 ping pong balls in a wind machine. I couldn't grasp one thought and my vision was "shifting" and moving in very "blocky" motions all around. Like a Rubix Cube is the closest thing i can describe.The only thing i could think of was knowing just how ridiculous i looked to everyone else and how amazed that a drug could cause this kind of chaos.

After about 10 minutes of non-stop childish giggling and saying, "WOW! Holy Fuck!" "WOW! WTF?", i ended up laying on the shower floor watching the water cyclone down the drain until the water ran cold, not moving, not blinking, just completely off my mental nut inside my dome. When i finally got out, i noticed the world through my eyes had "compacted." Like standing in a FunHouse mirror where it squashes you down to look like a midget? Yeah thats what everyone around me looked like. Even the shower squeezed in on me like a sardine can. Very weird. Oh and speaking of weirdness in the mirror, before i got in the shower i looked at myself in the mirror with those bonkers visuals and couldn't help but think about just how weird human bodies are. I would hold my arm up and that appendage was absolutely foreign and bizarre.

So yeah, to each his own. Dissociatives? Not for me baby. Then again by the time i hit the K, through the night starting at 10pm, i had already taken 2 White Bolts, (high rated MDA bean), 200mg MDMA shards, 1 tab lucy and smoked a lil pot, and didn't get to the K till the next morning at 9am. Regardless, bottom line of it all is I like being in control of my own thoughts.
 
I agree with you completely, i hate ket or anything that could be considered a dissociative. Maybe it was because when i smoked DMT I i didn't do enough to break through and leave planet earth. Mostly it was just a very calm feeling with crazy visuals that lasted about 10 minutes.
 
haha u nailed it right on the head blah, u feel so weird and abnormal that its hard to find words to describe it. I too took it about 9 yrs ago and i was rollin at the same time so im sure i didnt fully get its effects like i should have. i only took a point and i remember 5 min later looking around the room and not recognizing anybody, as i layed on the bed i felt paralyzed and i remember looking down at myself from the ceiling wondering why the fuck was i in 2 places at the same time, lol. everything was moving in frames not fluid motions. It was like i left one dimension and entered another.
 
dabbled with small doses of K and it's scared me at some points

was out in the smoking area at cable, proper K'd (most k'd i'd ever been) but not tripping shit or anything. and i felt pretty uncomfortable because of how loud everyone talking sounded, and because i couldn't feel my body properly.

fuck doing high doses of that.
 
Yeah everyone that night only did 75mg-100mg doses. Then a couple weeks later 3 of my boys wanted to experience what 200mgs at once was like. They ended up on the floor puking, upside down on the ceiling puking a full 15 feet to the toilet, on Mars puking, and completely went berserk. We refer to that evening as "The Pizza Hut Massacre" because we had all eaten that right before their K run. I opted out of that run with them after the previous experience and I can't tell you how glad i am for doing so.

Crobar i think your description of the visuals is better at moving in "frames." Like everything is pixelated in quick, stop-motion snapshots. I don't even put K in a "category" of drugs. You have hallucinogenics, empathogens, stimulants, depressants, and K. Good ol K is off in it's own land. Far, far away.

It's exactly why, to get back on topic, i LOVE sticking with E and LSD. I have ventured out into other chemicals enough over the years that i know what i like. E and LSD have far too much positivity and mental control experienced from them to choose anything else. I have to have positivity surrounding me. Negativity sucks the absolute life out of me.
 
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Yeah everyone that night only did 75mg-100mg doses. Then a couple weeks later 3 of my boys wanted to experience what 200mgs at once was like. They ended up on the floor puking, upside down on the ceiling puking a full 15 feet to the toilet, on Mars puking, and completely went berserk. We refer to that evening as "The Pizza Hut Massacre" because we had all eaten that right before their K run. I opted out of that run with them after the previous experience and I can't tell you how glad i am for doing so.
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eating before high doses of K never ends well haha, got some mates who had a similar experience which put me off it a bit too.

i've also got two mates who swear by it and say it's the best thing ever, but both of them have mental issues (not using that as an insult, one of them is borderline/bipolar the other has a form of paranoid schizophrenia. they both deal with it and hide it really well though got fucking mad respect for them) and i think they enjoy the escapism K offers.
 
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