NoKilla
Greenlighter
A few months back I was buying Percocet 10s from a friend at work to make me feel good and produce better. Well I went to a pain clinic and lied to get Percocet. They ended up giving me 7.5/325 taken twice daily which was perfect for me. By the time the second worn off I was in bed. One Saturday I woke up and threw up but didn't think anything of it. Kept taking the Percocet and felt better. Oh and I was taking 2 5 hour shots and a red bull each day ( split up of course ). Another week as passed and I got sick again on Saturday. Threw up and this time it wanted to be violent but nothing. Then I felt a tare or rip in the upper right quadrant and a barely noticeable streak of blood came out. So I didn't think much of it had to get to work. Tuesday comes around and I am in pain. So I go to the emergency room and they said possible colitis and gave me a bunch of stuff ( Flagyl, Cipro, stuff for nausea) . I went home and took one antibiotic. Heart was pounding went back to ER. They took me off the Cipro thinking that was it. Went home and took the flagyl. Well same thing. Shortly after heart racing went back to ER. Finally I got a doctor who listened to everything and said nothing matched and gave me .5 xanax for withdrawals because I stopped taking the Percocet that Tuesday Nov 28th. And I have used 1 .5mg Xanax the first night. Next couple of nights I've been good no need. No sleep really and can't eat but didn't think Xanax would help. I am now day 12 in with no Percocet after about a month and a half of taking them just to get high. I cannot sleep. I cannot eat hardly. I started taking a chewable vitamin that has a bunch of stuff to hopefully help. But I have no desire to eat and I know I need too. I have this brain fog or lack of interest in everything. I've cried more times in the last week then I ever had in my life. I have no primary doctor and no one to get answers from unless the ER. So I am seeking guidance.
Tuesday 11/28 Went to hospital due to stomach pain. I did not take any Percocet since this day.
Thursday 11/30 back in hospital with pounding heart.
Saturday 12/1 Went to ER with pounding heart.
Monday 12/3 Went back to ER with pounding heart and doctor says he does not think I need antibiotics or colitis. He thinks just a small inflammation IBS. But didn't fit the symptoms. So he gave me the .5 xanax.
Through the week it was off and on but I am so afraid to take Xanax dud to addiction that I'm literally scared. So I broke it in half. ( 2x .25mg Xanax) and I took one the other night to help and one last night to help. Am I gonna get addicted ? Or is it safe to take off and on when needed for a week or two ? Specially such a small dose?
Tuesday 11/28 Went to hospital due to stomach pain. I did not take any Percocet since this day.
Thursday 11/30 back in hospital with pounding heart.
Saturday 12/1 Went to ER with pounding heart.
Monday 12/3 Went back to ER with pounding heart and doctor says he does not think I need antibiotics or colitis. He thinks just a small inflammation IBS. But didn't fit the symptoms. So he gave me the .5 xanax.
Through the week it was off and on but I am so afraid to take Xanax dud to addiction that I'm literally scared. So I broke it in half. ( 2x .25mg Xanax) and I took one the other night to help and one last night to help. Am I gonna get addicted ? Or is it safe to take off and on when needed for a week or two ? Specially such a small dose?