so i'm still tripping off my magic tobacco (soaked in colmans fluid and crystals) and my son tells me he ate half a cake for dinner....the signifigance of this...he has school meals...free school meals, why is my son coming home saying he ate half a cake for dinner??
maybe i need to go to his school and shout at them and call them a bunch of useless cunts...it is a tempting idea...i'm known to do random crazy things so i guess i
my son asked me if we can get pumpkins this year...i tell him no...i don't like pumpkins he doesn't like pumpkins, we won't eat the pumpkin, pumpkins cost a load of money and take a load of effort for very little reward but if he really wants pumpkins then he can buy a pumpkin and do all the work...his reply..'sorry??'...i think he senses there is something wrong with Mummy as Mummy is talking funny....he will not leave the accompanying sofa and we carry on in silence with a sense of 'fore-boding' or is that just me??
so back to legalising drugs...if drugs were legal i would not be screaming at people to go fuck themselves...i am broken and nothing will fix me...i can be ok with this if i can self medicate...i know myself and what works and doesn't work for me but am unable to purchase my own drugs so i try and make some.....consuming colmans fuel surely has to be more harful to oneself than being able to walk into somewhere and purchase MPA cos that kept me 'ok' and clean house and happy kids....now i consume colmans fluid with the teeniest ammount of DMT from Mimosa bark as i looked on google