my self delusion

[bisKi]

do i really think that
i understand what
everyone is going through?
depression, joy, separation
am i that deluded to think
that what each individual's experiencing
is a mirror of my own life?
as they say no two lives are the same
how can i be sure that
the others' strife is like my own?
am i so miscontrued that i am also
the source of someone else's inspiration?
maybe it's because it's my desperation
for extreme want of love and attention
hence all this dissimulation

 

[haste]

Could not have put it better myself biski - well written and expressed

 

[frostyangel]

You know I use to think that noone in this life ever went through all the hatred and the pain I once felt.. and that nobody could understand.. so I never expressed myself the ways that I should have when I was down and out. Now, more and more I found that we all are pretty simular..just not speaking outloud. Sometimes at the same time, sometimes at different levels.. But that is what makes us understand how to coop.. how to relieve anything that we couldn't define..

That is why we meet the people we do in our lives. (IE you and me)
I believe that everyone you meet is for a reason and sometimes you'll not know that reason until their gone.. meaning like old friends.. their not here right now. But they were, you just seperated for no bad reasons. Just that you grew apart. Or I even believe relationships.. work their way out to just because at the time it was a learning experience..

When I'm driving in my car to walmart.. I think someone is doing this exact thing..

When I'm crying for nothing stupid beating myself up inside.. I think someone else is doing this too...

etc etc.. I feel you love.. and sometimes we are feeling at the same time, you just sometimes beat me to the punch line...

love you, sweetie

 

[cherub]

girl once again

Powerful, sometimes when you read things you have more thoughts go through your head then expected,,, that is what this piece has done for me.

I enjoyed it,,


passion of the mind is amazing

 

[Rollingrrl]

anything I could say would detract from what those wonderful women said before me so I'll just say DITTO! and if you ever quit writing, I'll kick your ass!

 

[PsychoKitten]

^^^ what she said!

I always love your work biskit