I view drugs as my secret weapon against life and society.
Sometimes I fantasize about being back in middle school when I was picked on and being on drugs.
I know this isn't healthy. When I'm sober I feel small and defeated. Sometimes I walk around high as fuck hoping that someone will try to pick on me so I can defend myself, I fantasize about someone attacking me and I beat them to death with my opiate strength.
Sometimes I fantasize about being back in middle school when I was picked on and being on drugs.
I know this isn't healthy. When I'm sober I feel small and defeated. Sometimes I walk around high as fuck hoping that someone will try to pick on me so I can defend myself, I fantasize about someone attacking me and I beat them to death with my opiate strength.