I had only taken it once before with a couple of friends and fell in love immediately. The first time dose was 170 mg. All the usual crap which we all know and love so I wont get into it.
The second time I did it was at a cottage. I took a 200 mg dose and nothing was happening for about an hour, so I took another dose of about 250mg. I think there is a psychological aspect to this because I got hit 2 seconds after I swallowed the second hit.
The feeling was indescribable... and after about an hour it was so good i felt like my brain was going to explode. I thought and still believe that I will probably never experience something that felt so good in my life, it felt as if no human was ever meant to feel that good and I was touched by the hand of god or something. about 2 hours into the trip I started hallucinating, which was also a first for me. I saw extremely vivid hallucinations such as
- Looked like my friends were wearing eye shadow makeup
- A seemly normal credenza turned into a fish tank with many different fish inside all swimming around and doing their usual fish shit as if it was real.
- My friends face looked like he had tiny red Asian writing on it, all over his face.
- A hanging light with dry old leaves decorations on it looked like it was lush green jungle with vines that stretched out and were moving.
Basically, my eyes were deceiving me..
The list goes on and on and this went on for about another 3-4 hours with at least 50 more separate hallucinations, accompanied by the amazing feeling the entire time.
The experience was not scary at all, it was the most fun I have ever had in my life by far. I was just wondering if anyone else had the same experience, because I see a lot of people talking about the feeling but not that much about any hallucinations that they saw. Mind you, these were not mild hallucinations rather then seeing things that were not there for prolonged periods of time.
Its been a couple of months now and I have not done MDMA since. To say that I want to do it again would be an understatement. But this experience left me shaken to the core as to how some chemical can change your mindset. I have done the research since then and I understand that MDMA should not be abused rather then treated with extreme respect. Moderation is the key word here and I feel though as if it wasn't for the internet (and sites like this) and all the easily accessible info I would go down the same road of abuse as many others.
I would also like to take this opportunity to thank the creator of this forum for basically keeping me on the right track.
Just wanted to share
Thank you for taking the time to read.
The second time I did it was at a cottage. I took a 200 mg dose and nothing was happening for about an hour, so I took another dose of about 250mg. I think there is a psychological aspect to this because I got hit 2 seconds after I swallowed the second hit.
The feeling was indescribable... and after about an hour it was so good i felt like my brain was going to explode. I thought and still believe that I will probably never experience something that felt so good in my life, it felt as if no human was ever meant to feel that good and I was touched by the hand of god or something. about 2 hours into the trip I started hallucinating, which was also a first for me. I saw extremely vivid hallucinations such as
- Looked like my friends were wearing eye shadow makeup
- A seemly normal credenza turned into a fish tank with many different fish inside all swimming around and doing their usual fish shit as if it was real.
- My friends face looked like he had tiny red Asian writing on it, all over his face.
- A hanging light with dry old leaves decorations on it looked like it was lush green jungle with vines that stretched out and were moving.
Basically, my eyes were deceiving me..
The list goes on and on and this went on for about another 3-4 hours with at least 50 more separate hallucinations, accompanied by the amazing feeling the entire time.
The experience was not scary at all, it was the most fun I have ever had in my life by far. I was just wondering if anyone else had the same experience, because I see a lot of people talking about the feeling but not that much about any hallucinations that they saw. Mind you, these were not mild hallucinations rather then seeing things that were not there for prolonged periods of time.
Its been a couple of months now and I have not done MDMA since. To say that I want to do it again would be an understatement. But this experience left me shaken to the core as to how some chemical can change your mindset. I have done the research since then and I understand that MDMA should not be abused rather then treated with extreme respect. Moderation is the key word here and I feel though as if it wasn't for the internet (and sites like this) and all the easily accessible info I would go down the same road of abuse as many others.
I would also like to take this opportunity to thank the creator of this forum for basically keeping me on the right track.
Just wanted to share
Thank you for taking the time to read.
