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My Sanity

tonja

tonja

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:? Yesterday was a knock down drag out brawl. I am afraid my sanity is slipping :X My emotions are on high alert i think with good cause and I am afraid I now u he has to want to be sober because i am in the dumps with all the things said make me question if some are true? how can i be 95% of his problem? i am sure it is the detox talking the withdrawls but can i recover from all of this and also the things said? when did i loose pride???? My world is crumbling and i feel like a failure :| I have to pick my self up. I am a very strong person normally but i think love makes us weak!!!! I think my life is going to restart8o I only wish i had different friends that were not so judgmental.. anyone out there??? need a friend??? i now have 1.
 
Hey keep your head up, life gets better with time. Your post was kind of hard to understand, but i think the best advice i could give is to abstain from any sort of drug for a while, besides maybe tobacco or caffeine, if you consider those drugs. I used to be a little bit how you're describing, and it really sucks when you don't have good friends, but they're all you know. It's hard to find new friends, but I'm here if you ever want :)
 
i rarely do drugs sorry i was so upset the post is about my husband his drug addiction and what it doing to me. thank you
 
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