Below is a link to my salvia trip vdo and a description of what happened. I want to know what you guys think about my trip. Did I do something wrong? Was it a bad trip? Something to do different next time? Thank you!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_burrSgy1g
After taking the second hit, I relaxed my body on the couch. Then, it hit me and I was gone but I didn't even know it. Now the funny thing is I was being filmed and what I saw on the camera later is not actually what happened through this mind journey. On the camera, I seemed to be enjoying it. I laughed and laughed. In reality, I was observing an alternate reality. The trip actually reminds me of the movie "Inception" for some reason.
This is what happened during my trip. I felt like I just woke up into something. I realized that what I'm seeing in front of me is my living room. Ok, this is the living room. Then something is changing...oh the living room is changing but to what? Wait so is this a show set. You know like a talk show set? Yes it must be because they're changing the set right now to something else. What the? How come I'm back at the same scene set? Who's pulling a prank on me? Is this some kind of a joke?
Now I think these are the moments I laughed on camera because I thought it was a joke. But I honestly don't remember laughing at all. The set kept changing but back to the same set (which is back to my living room). It kept going on for so long. I turned around and look and I became extremely confused at the scene. I was trying to make sense out of it but I could not apprehend what was going on.
It became more and more confusing that I became scared. It was fun at first like this is weird and different, but I was scared it would never stop. The feeling of being stuck in somewhere that I cannot rationalize anything, where nothing makes sense scares the heck out of me. I felt trapped in that scene. This is how it's gonna be for me forever. This is it. It's an everchanging television talk show set that comes back to the same setting. At this moment, I cried for help. In fact, the very first time I said "Oppa stop it. Hurry up." And I stood up intending to run away from the scene, but fell back to the couch and started laughing. I don't remember any of this, but I think what happened was that after realizing what was going on, I wanted it to stop. I thought someone was pulling a prank on me. In fact, I thought my boyfriend was doing that to me so I wanted him to stop doing that.
I feel like I had a black out during the trip. I don't remember at all those things I did on camera. What went through my mind was something completely different. I think it's because the only thing I remember was the last 10 seconds of the trip. I started to become sober but still was scared I would go back to that again so I asked my boyfriend to get me out, to stop this. Although during the trip, he wasn't present though. I didn't know he was next to me the whole time. I felt like I was alone and has been alone like that for years. When I got in touch with reality during the trip, which usually lasts 1-2 seconds, I would see my boyfriend and ask for help, but I fell right back to the trip right away just like that. But when my mind felt conscious again, I told my boyfriend again to stop this and this went on many times during the trip.
Throughout the trip, some moments I lost my identity, I lost sense of time and I forgot that I have taken Salvia. But there were moments that I was able to gather my senses together and told myself this isn't real and I needed to get out asap. The whole trip seems to last about 2-3 mins but I felt like 7-8 hours have passed by or even days.
ps. "Oppa" means older brother in korean. That's how korean girls call their boyfriends.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_burrSgy1g
After taking the second hit, I relaxed my body on the couch. Then, it hit me and I was gone but I didn't even know it. Now the funny thing is I was being filmed and what I saw on the camera later is not actually what happened through this mind journey. On the camera, I seemed to be enjoying it. I laughed and laughed. In reality, I was observing an alternate reality. The trip actually reminds me of the movie "Inception" for some reason.
This is what happened during my trip. I felt like I just woke up into something. I realized that what I'm seeing in front of me is my living room. Ok, this is the living room. Then something is changing...oh the living room is changing but to what? Wait so is this a show set. You know like a talk show set? Yes it must be because they're changing the set right now to something else. What the? How come I'm back at the same scene set? Who's pulling a prank on me? Is this some kind of a joke?
Now I think these are the moments I laughed on camera because I thought it was a joke. But I honestly don't remember laughing at all. The set kept changing but back to the same set (which is back to my living room). It kept going on for so long. I turned around and look and I became extremely confused at the scene. I was trying to make sense out of it but I could not apprehend what was going on.
It became more and more confusing that I became scared. It was fun at first like this is weird and different, but I was scared it would never stop. The feeling of being stuck in somewhere that I cannot rationalize anything, where nothing makes sense scares the heck out of me. I felt trapped in that scene. This is how it's gonna be for me forever. This is it. It's an everchanging television talk show set that comes back to the same setting. At this moment, I cried for help. In fact, the very first time I said "Oppa stop it. Hurry up." And I stood up intending to run away from the scene, but fell back to the couch and started laughing. I don't remember any of this, but I think what happened was that after realizing what was going on, I wanted it to stop. I thought someone was pulling a prank on me. In fact, I thought my boyfriend was doing that to me so I wanted him to stop doing that.
I feel like I had a black out during the trip. I don't remember at all those things I did on camera. What went through my mind was something completely different. I think it's because the only thing I remember was the last 10 seconds of the trip. I started to become sober but still was scared I would go back to that again so I asked my boyfriend to get me out, to stop this. Although during the trip, he wasn't present though. I didn't know he was next to me the whole time. I felt like I was alone and has been alone like that for years. When I got in touch with reality during the trip, which usually lasts 1-2 seconds, I would see my boyfriend and ask for help, but I fell right back to the trip right away just like that. But when my mind felt conscious again, I told my boyfriend again to stop this and this went on many times during the trip.
Throughout the trip, some moments I lost my identity, I lost sense of time and I forgot that I have taken Salvia. But there were moments that I was able to gather my senses together and told myself this isn't real and I needed to get out asap. The whole trip seems to last about 2-3 mins but I felt like 7-8 hours have passed by or even days.
ps. "Oppa" means older brother in korean. That's how korean girls call their boyfriends.
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