Hey guys, I am here to share my recovery story from MDMA abuse as well as other drugs, Follow my older post to get an idea of what I did before I quit drugs. I have stopped taking MDMA and other drugs on the 15th of November which was 2 and a half of months ago. the week after quitting drugs, I felt very empty and very demotivated, everything felt unreal, and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't motivate myself to do anything. I went to the GP and told him everything including my drug use, and he told me that its all worry and I should go back to him if symptoms persisted for more than 2 months. The 2nd week after quitting, I quite smoking cigarettes which made me feel even more stressful than before. I started to go the gym in order to relive stress and eat more to make sure I am getting good nutrition. needless to say, no matter what I did, I couldn't escape from the thought of uncertainty, everything felt uncertain, my thoughts, my ideas, my way of living, the way I talk, I felt like I was ganna lose my mind at any second, and I was thinking fast and non-step in my head and I couldn't shake it off and stop from thinking. I was basically consistently worrying. The 3rd week, my condition got worst and for the first time in my life I had a panic/anxiety attack where I worried too much and had this horrible feeling in my chest and uncontrollable thoughts crossing my mind, I couldn't stop from thinking and my thoughts were so random and scary, it really felt like i lost my mind... 4th week was the worst by far where exam pressure ate me alive, stressing everyday and constantly worrying, and i went into deep depression constantly crying everyday and asking god what have i done to deserve this, it was mental torture, by far the worst kind of pain i have experienced in my life and i would wish it on nobody, not even my worst enemies. the recovery started at week 5 where i tried my best to put myself into a positive mental frame and made sure to ignore worrying thoughts such as exams and self-diagnostic thoughts (that's a story by itself). I got better, I still had panic attacks but they were much milder, less horrible feeling and better mind state, at Week 6 i felt much better and i was convinced i was getting out of that phase of withdrawal/comedown, week 7, I no more had anxiety or panic attacks, just mild worry, week 8, 9, and 10 my social life is restored, feeling much more confident, ego is back, i felt like i am back, propably 98%, and i know with time worry would get less even though its negligible now. Sorry for bad English, am writing this in a rush. anyways i just want to tell anyone out there who feels what i went through is that its just a temporary phase and with time you will heal, because when I was in your position i felt so alone, and just wanted confirmation from anyone that i was normal, so i desperately turned to anyone i could, family, god, online forums, anyone.... I just want to tell you, you're not alone and believe me you will eventually get out of whatever state your in, it might take some time, a month, 2, 3 or even a year but eventually your serotonin levels will go back to normal and your mood will get better, just make sure not to overdo drugs, cause sometimes we do stupid things in the heat of the action... anyways stay strong and hang in there and turn to a member of ur family that u really trust and tell him/her everything you went through, he would defintely try to help and support u all the way, or even a friend but from my experience, its rare to find a friend that will support u through whatever ur going through cause no one really cares or have the time to check up on u everyday. if u want to know any other information of my recovery or anything, just ask am more than willing to help :D