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X4nM4n420

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Hey, I'm new member on this forums page, Have been viewing many forum posts for months now on different questions I have a drugs.. For the most part I usually get my answer or something close to it, But Ive decided to finally join in on the discussion so I can maybe answer some questions, Ask some questions of things some people might not think of or along time ago was asked and just want to get new opinions on things because ive seen very old posts for some of my questions.

Ive been messing around with almost every drug available in my area in Canada (And way more made through dnm) and research everything the max I can to make sure everyone is safe, knows how to do, what not to do and stuff like that. I have an alright knowledge for all of these drugs which are on hand most the time, (Kush, Dabs, hash oil, Xanax, Kpins, Valiums, Hydromorphone, Oxycodone, Codeine, Morphine, Codeine syrup, Hydrocodone syrup, shrooms, acid, ketamine, Mdma powder, Ecstasty pills, Cocaine, Meth, Adderall xr, Biphentin, Vyvans, MDA and DMT..) And would just like to expand my knowledge on them and help share my knowledge on them with all of you, I am not no scientist and dont know about all the compounds, Im just a street kid whos not on my asshole tip which is why im not locked up (Police are so corrupt in this game around where I am its messed up) If you on your hustle and no other fucked shit they will most likely stay clear of your way (Especially in some of the cases of seen because of the way some people respect the business so much). I try and care for everything/everyone and share knowledge to make sure they know whats going on and how to be safe, I also watch to make sure people dont fuck them selves up with the more serious shit and try and have a healthy relationship with all.

Some information about me, I'm a white 18 year old male, Just graduated out of highschool.. Been in a position for awhile where ive gotten to see how the world works and how fucked up shit is, Most of my friends are in the mid, late 20's because them just talking to be they know the potential, which im not even trying to brag about, But they just know im not on my fuck shit and i'm a little more there than most people my age, Just the stuff ill do and things I can think of are great tools and stuff Ive just learnt from thinking about things.. Im such a different person from who I was 2 years ago and what Ive been doing, But another thing that helps which a lot of people cant do is thinking of the future consequences of their actions, Which has kept me from probably being killed.

At 17 I was making around 25k a month, Profit in cash.. I got arrested and expelled over some stupid shit and my rents took everything (Luckily, but shitty). Dont know if its ever coming back but oh boy do I hope so(This was all on my own btw, No older heads helping me, Having close friends turn on me all the time, People wanting my head just over jealousy of my shits, People trying to rob me, People robbing me in exremley fucked up way for shit that isnt worth it) But fuck that shit 2 months later I was back on my high horse, Not at the 25k a month stage but still doing good (Taking a huge hit for 2 months shits on you) and then just to have my house broken into and I lost literally almost everything to my name.. Twice I went from having so much power, Almost endless powder just because of wealth and drugs.. I could have anything done for me, To having nothing.. Thats all imma say because this is still the internet and a fucked up place.. But ive been through bare fucked shit, And still graduated highschool this year which makes me proud, Ik i might sound like a douch, But so many of my friends dropped out, Failed classes and didnt graduate this year for almost no reason at all, I was going through so much shit, Had a realization of what school actually was more than most people.. I WAS MAKING MORE MONEY THAN MY FUCKING TEACHERS, and I stayed in it and graduted just to finish.. Dont know what that has to do with anything but just wanted to say it lol..

I have also been through a few drug problems this past year, Not for any reason just for fun, But ive gotten addicted, had reasons to do more on some days (Death of friends, Friends being addicted severly, Family shit, Realizing the motivation behind people, Seeing how the world works, How much shit goes on that no one realizes, Friends betraying be over money or drugs, Everyone talks about me (Most of which is not true, Just based on rumors and shit.. People think im on my fucked shit when i'm the nicest person most the time), Going powerless/broke, Being robbed at gun point, knife point, jumped) and just bare stupid shit.. Most of the time I was on Xanax for those events, Atleast 4mg a day, Sometimes more (Would have 4mg bars) Ive gotten off of them now, But still think about them a lot, And im not sure but I feel like they have given me mild anxiety becuase when Im not on them I can not do some things I would have done before as easily as I would have before, And I double think a lot more, (Which isnt a bad thing) But yeah.. Now I've been doing a lot of hydromorphone, Not for no reason but it feels fucking amazing lol

But hello to everyone who reads this, Hope you are doing great and I hope to see you on the froums soon, Either helping me, others or possibly even being helped by me. Or just having discussions on things who knows!

Have a good day, X4nM4n420
 
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