My poem to opiates

[littleevilpills]

I wake up in the morning,
You're the first thing that's on my mind,
But if youre not beside me,
It's you that I must find.

No matter how bad you've treated me,
No matter how much you've lied,
My heart remains attached to you,
No matter how many of my friends have died.

You started with false promises,
You made my world complete,
You made me hurt myself for you,
Why couldn't I just see?

Now I'm fighting back,
You will no longer hold me down,
I'm sick and tired of letting you win,
Like I'm a Fucking clown.

I'm taking my life back from you,
There's Nothing you can say,
You ruined my life from day one,
Slowly each and every day.

Now it's my turn to take charge,
Leave you in the past,
Learn new things; control my life,
And give you that Fucking shaft.

I know I didn't mean anything,
You used me for my cash,
But now I say to you; I hope it hurts,
As I don't use no lube, to stick it up your ass.


I know it's not the greatest just needed to blow some steam off. I'm 38 hours clean. Wanted to tell opiates to fuck off in a cool way.

 

[herbavore]

Congrats on the 38 hours (by now it's more!)

 

[PerkMeUp38]

Great verse, good luck!

 

[littleevilpills]

I am into my 3rd day. 8Am this morning est was 48 exactly. Doing good so far.

 

[littleevilpills]

81 hours in. Still clean

 

[Mafioso]

hey OP thanks for sharing. Be strong but don't forget to be kind to yourself. Treat yourself well and take good care, sometimes no one else will if we don't do it ourselves.

when I was withdrawing from oxy I found working out and exercise to really help as well as eating well balanced meals on the regular.

If you made it 81hrs you have proven you are strong, just a matter of maintaining strength now. It gets easier.

 

[littleevilpills]

You guys can follow my recovery thread at http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/762894-24-hours-in-Please-help