my poem, read it

[Faery-LuLu]

Lost and Confused
i lay there still
Thinking why im still on this pill
not knowing who to go to, or where to turn
for a true love is what i yearn
Hoping , but being let down each time
Am i doing soemthing wrong?
where do i draw the line?
Wishing to be soemthing i'll never be
but scared to tell, scared to go free
not knowing what to expect, what happens there, thats just because i know. the world's not fair.
i tried and i tried not to cry
but the tears just flow
i just have to let go
im so doubtful of what people say
thats because i cant learn to trust
i dont think theyll stay
ive been let down too many times
but ill never learn
i give out all my love
but i never get my turn
why is it always me,
who doesnt get the fair share,
im full of envy of others
who always have people who care
am i the only one?
please let me know
im dieing inside
but i just ownt let it show
dont pity me
i dont need the sorrys or smiles
i just need to know
why am in denial?

 

[Charmin]

Faery,
I'm over here at work in tears after reading your poem. Thank you for sharing it,and if you have more poems I would LOVE to see them. If you don't want to post them all here you can email them to me

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"Look down on me, you will see a fool. Look up at me, you will see your lord. Look straight at me, you will see yourself." ~Charles Manson~

 

[Faery-LuLu]

he pushed me and used me
he treated me bad
put me down
it made me mad
how could you do this
to someone who cares
you say you love me
but then you make me scared
i put up with it cause i know you always have to win
what have i done
have i sinned?
your words tore me
raped me
left me out in the cold
how could you do this to someone whose not even 15 years old?
wide eyed and innocent
i really dont think i know
why i have to be perfect
why am i thought of so low?
i dont think ill ever understand
why you cant except me
why you scold me
please show me, why you think your the better man
*sorry if the rythms are kinda off or the spellings wrong, i kinda just get these off the top of my head when im feeling sad*

 

[Faery-LuLu]

a love letter thats never gonna be sent
i want to be held in your arms
i love it when you kiss my forehead so lightly it makes me wanna cry for i have never seen such gentleness
i love looking into your eyes, i see my whole world in them
i would give my life for you
i get confused when somedays i feel like i hate you
but i guess its all a part of our love
i dont wanna hate you, when i do, i hate myself even more
your words make me speechless
your caring swept me off my feet
and im still just floating here, not wanting to land
im scared, what happens when your gone
ill have no one to turn to
your my everything
your my hope, all my dreams
id be happy just sitting there and staring at you
id give my all just ot spend one night beside you
if you hold the weight of my world, ill will hold yours
keep me wrapped up closely
please watch over me, and dont let me wander too far
love always

 

[MaDMAn101]

Yo I send mad love to all of you they are all beautiful poems!

 

[MizzWorld]

those poems are BEAUTIFUL! i give you mad props on being able to express yourself in words that way.
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Tear your wings off at the spine and tape them to the back of mine

 

[not2clever]

those were some of the best poems i have read in awhile. you have a great talent.
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if the crane cant lift the beam, tell the 2000 pound lady to get off. this is a solo ride