My Poem About XTC..

[FreakAliciousCYN]

I wrote this poem a few days after I had my bad trip & I realized that I wuz doing xtc way 2 often... writing this poem made me realize that I needed 2 cut back on the drugs..
DRUG GAME
The drugs, the xtc, it all got 2 me
Popping the pill every weekend 2 get that same happy thrill
Colors, visions, emotions, all in a whirl
During these moments I considered myself a lucky girl
The attitude, the downfall, the tears & depression
Happened rite after the addiction
Never again did I feel the same
Then I realized I was caught up in the drug game
How 2 get out, how 2 stop now
Was a goal that only few people try 2 go
It was hard, it was scary, I didnt know how
I had 2 stop xtc, I had 2 stop now
Temptations, lies & malnipulation
All came w/popping that one single pill 4 a few moments of total sensation..
June 18,2001
By: Cynthia Rogers

 

[Noodle]

I hope your stepping back helps you to now grow as an idividual and a person. It takes quite some strength and a hard will to do what you are doing. Good luck.