like also i've been thinking about recording some music that i was doing before while tripping, but i don't even feel like i could hook up my equipment or start doing it because the marijiuana isn't going to keep me high long enough for me to complete my task. this is all pretty much in my head, i know.
First to apologize for the preachings!
that is the best part now i started to hook up the equipment but that is easy for me so I listen to some tracks from Argentina or Africa or Nina Kraviz to pass the time as my GF wants to learn how to hook it up so I will wait her! am an engineer but hooking the equipment is very easy and it's fun! and you catch the motive
on cannabis even stronger as it wears of if you are doing something you are coming of smarter as if stoned I am stupidish or lazy so I just start frickin start and later i'M LIKE having these dopamine rushes I thought at first I won't do that I'm draining my dopamine and I asked my psych she said don't get silly iut is like a meditation if you feel day later OK than or if you could sleep after in day it's just REWARD from having motivation to start and after when you start playing it's a reward by itself!
I bought the smart sockets and lights with optical sensor for lights to keep track of lights but that is frickin expensive so I will need a month or two!
I just started without control but with clear head try not to make the same things that I always did which were last phase also nothing! but before that in my twenties I built a life for my future life and for my daughters now I think I enjoy and rest for a bit while making some money to have for anything we need! and that is not much as I still have those stuff like house with solar panels I had a luck the state has taken 80% for the whole system and now I even make money by making enough for my neighbour...it is very good self-sustained system.
I was sceptic at first but anything that stems from Switzerland or Austria is probably a great thing! some from Japan., US is for entertainement atleast they represent themselves to the world like that!
But hey look at The Concourse Project! in Austin I was there and I remember some people were complaining as I was in a guest or was a guest of my cousin on the noise as her father was a typical guy from Balkan older guy ( they went there 10 years ago from Spain).. there I was eating breakfast and I never eat it but I just adapt to indulge when I see that breakfast cannot harm me and it was something that I needed or that routine is one variable in a day that affects how will it look like! if you not in withdrawal from opioids;-)
But I can I don't know why but people are buzzing arround me and I love them and they are clean and responsible clean from drugs I mean for the time being and so am I but also I don't care when they think it's best time for me cause they think it is.
that is respect! it was not at the begining but also something to deal with clear-headed. you can always find compromis that is why you don't trip with INtent of
intenting to intent
you just travel and come back and sometimes you can read others mind sometimes you read one dot that is a pixel later it's a square and it's a one square meter and later is LA LA LA.
So don't sweat you will figure it out we psychonauts do ( only on psychedelics and emphatogen and disos as cannabis ) Salvia is something I or we cannot find here easily so atleast I can't and I don't bother!
Sorry for these preachings I should be a fuckin priest!