Hi. I'll try to keep this very brief (or at least as brief as I can) so I have some really bad anxiety issues. When I say I have anxiety, I mean it. I'm not some 13 girl that wants attention. I suffer from it, and quite frankly, it sucks more than anything. Anyways, I'm 15 and I've been smoking weed for about 1 year now. My parents have caught me too many times to count. Every single time it's the same punishment for a year. I get grounded. Now just recently I've actually patched things up with my mom and stepdad, whom I live with half the week. I have a generally good attitude towards them and I must say that it definitely paid off. Now my dad whom I live with the other half of the week absolutely despises me. Just hates me I've been grounded from my phone for 2 months and anytime I say anything really he just talks shit to me for at least 5 minutes. Even if it's not weed related the convo always re directs to how I'm a scum bag etc. and he usually ends his rant with " I can't believe you turned out this way, how did you turn out this way" he won't let me even talk to him about these issues. He tells me to shut up and that he's sick of my shit. My question is, why do my parents resent me? I try to make them happy but I can't stop smoking weed. It seriously helps me with everything. I can be better at socializing, it makes my mind not got 500000000 miles a second. I can eat, I can sleep. Why can't my parents understand this. I guess I could see why they don't want it in their house. I'm fine with that. I get it. But why can't I be treated like a human being. It feels like I'm just stuck in this hole. Please help.