Kellyfendiloxphine
Bluelighter
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- Feb 20, 2018
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Kelly I think what cj told you might be good for you you could be better off on maintenance then not controlling your use when relapsing and end up overdosing.I was talking to a addict yesterday not seen him for months he now using subs says its letting him stabilise with life get back to normality then hopes to come of when life in. bit more order.We only get one chance at life my friend and no matter how shitty life can seem its still worth every shot we can give it.
Thanks. Well said. I?m trying to envision myself asking for help with this, and I feel speechless. It?s like it?s so overwhelming... the meer thought of it, even. But I?d love to be off this emotional pendulum that swings back and forth from contentment to turmoil within. I know if I stay off everything for long enough... and I mean looong enough (probably 2 years with no slips), then I?ll be able to handle life?s ups and downs quite a bit better. It?s like the smallest things are overwhelming... and the big things are so powerfully overwhelming that I can?t even ponder them. I guess what I?m saying is I really want to go on methadone... but I feel like then I?m stuck forever. Just wish I could do it on my own.. you know??