I once had a friend called Dan who used to have an online radio station called d3m0n.radio .
We only ever talked online and though text but it was a lot and he was a very special friend of mine. When I went through my codeine addiction it's all I went on about to him. He lives across the country from me and really I was crying out for help.
But he'd gone through a lot with his ex who had taken his ex away from him, who had been on speed and a few other drugs. I think I brought back bad memories when I started taking codeine. I never meant to hurt him, I was crying out for help and because he lived so far away I could tell him how I felt. How I no longer felt angry, jealous, bitter. Any of those horrible, negative emotions that I'd not wish on my worst enemy.
Trouble is, I see another Dan who is so very similar to him and I miss my friend so much. I just don't know how to get back in touch with him. We talked to hours for hours about all sorts of different things. He was a good friend. I wish I had not gone on about codeine to him now. I usually memorise numbers but I haven't, his. and I know that he doesn't check his E-mail so he'd not have seen mine....
Maybe one day, eh...... I guess we should never take for granted the friendships we have, whether onine or in real life.
Evey
We only ever talked online and though text but it was a lot and he was a very special friend of mine. When I went through my codeine addiction it's all I went on about to him. He lives across the country from me and really I was crying out for help.
But he'd gone through a lot with his ex who had taken his ex away from him, who had been on speed and a few other drugs. I think I brought back bad memories when I started taking codeine. I never meant to hurt him, I was crying out for help and because he lived so far away I could tell him how I felt. How I no longer felt angry, jealous, bitter. Any of those horrible, negative emotions that I'd not wish on my worst enemy.
Trouble is, I see another Dan who is so very similar to him and I miss my friend so much. I just don't know how to get back in touch with him. We talked to hours for hours about all sorts of different things. He was a good friend. I wish I had not gone on about codeine to him now. I usually memorise numbers but I haven't, his. and I know that he doesn't check his E-mail so he'd not have seen mine....
Maybe one day, eh...... I guess we should never take for granted the friendships we have, whether onine or in real life.
Evey