My LSD experiences

[Blackxs]

Hello all, I found this thread about four hours deep into an LSD trip. Im not sure where to start so I will get right into it

About 3 years ago I tried LSD for the first time, and it was miraculous. I felt so alive. Connected to everything. The fractals were amazing and all around me.

I did it about once a weekend for about a month and a half after that, doing it with friends a couple times but alone often. I used it as a great exploration drug, I could use it to learn about myself and about the world around me.

Now fast forward a couple years, I get caught smoking weed and get on probation, cut ties with lots of people, dont get back into the scene for awhile (except weed of course). Eventually I find my way back into some acid.

I got two "hits" on little gummy candies. This is where I am now, and as I am thinking about it, this is not really the LSD I love. Whatever this is, doesnt have the same coming up feeling. It gives weak visuals but no "waves" like real LSD. It seems like its so hard to find LSD at all, and whenever its around I scratch up my money to buy it and it ends up being bunk, or worse, it ends up putting me where i am now - in an altered state, not tripping on LSD - but with my sinusses messed up, feeling short of breath and anxious. I feel like I am still waiting for the LSD to just wash over me, take me with it into it's cosmic realm and help me learn and explore and discover new things and new relationships.

Im not sure if its improperly stored LSD or some other chemical but I am really sick of this crap, does anyone have any ideas what drug this may have been? I WAS looking forward to taking some LSD with my girlfriend for her first time but after this current experience I just wont let her do that. What I am feeling right now is like a gut feeling of being uncomfortable, its just weird...

I am a fairly experienced psychonaut I guess I am just ranting about how I cant find any good stuff around here... its really dissapointing. It may also be because I am taking Celexa now - although I have not taken it the past 2 days so I do not think that is an issue. It tones the trip down but it never alters it like this. Instead of feeling the uplifiting high of LSD its sort of a down feeling...

Super uncomfortable
Really wanting real acid...

 

[The 4-Position]

Sounds like DXM, but it honestly could be anything. Also, it would be pretty difficult to lace gummy candy with DXM...

Also, SSRIs have definite interactions with psychedelics, and it can take weeks to get them out of your system. The nature of the interaction is debatable, but it definitely exists.

 

[Blackxs]

I think im gonna go to mushrooms for awhile. I prefer a clean LSD high VASTLY to any mushroom high, but I am wanting to find some self exploration and I did this LSD as an experiment to see if it was worth doing with my girlfriend. Mushrooms are not as good as a nice LSD experience (IMO) but are more constant and way more predictable - not in the sense of guiding the trip, but in the aspect of obtaining the drug. I can buy mushrooms and I know what they are, I know how much will affect me about how much, unlike LSD where its just some dealer's guess. I used to know how much I was getting, 200 micron tabs. 2 of those and your mind would be in a different world. Now whatever this crap is just isnt as good. I will have to wait until Rothbury to get some good shit

 

[Wise420]

Wouldnt be DXM. Most likely a dox chemicle.

 

[Blackxs]

The more I research the more I think its one of these chemicals. I am kind of dissapointed but it happens right?

I am now hounding the internet for some 2C-I. It seems like it would be a great experience to do with my girlfriend. I found a few sites but if anyone has any they can recommend (I dont expect it - I would be sketched out too) maybe PM me where I can get it, it would be really appreciated.

Whatever happened last night left me refreshed with a different outlook on things but still, I want a solid trip with my girl


edit: I am actually thinking of stoppnig my SSRI for numerous reasons. I will talk to my doctor but this should help with my trips right?

 

[l0gz]

You're taking Celexa, which is an SSRI. SSRIs are known to blunt psychedalic drugs. The interaction between Celexa and (possibly real) LSD may have led to the undesirable experience you had.