TheAlienInside
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Hello everyone,
I want to share with you my lsd experience. I need some advice here.
My acid trip started Saturday August 28 at 3AM. So i dropped and at first i wasn't really feeling much.. I took approx 2 Tabs or so I've been told. I was beginning to feel ripped off but i trusted my source.
I was just listening to some music and put on some visuals to kinda get into it. Not completely sure when but It completely shoots me into space mentally. I cannot remember much of the beginning experience, I remember that i was listening to some Meshuggah at the time and out of nowhere the song started to repeat. Everything began to visually melt. Faces on the band photo began to frown. I began to panic as i realized i was stuck in this mental LOOP. Everything felt very weird, I started to feel like I was going psychotic. I tried to grapple onto "Reality" factors. Eg. My girlfriend, my family, friends or time .But i felt like those people were not in the same dimension i was in and time didn't even exist anymore. I tried walking around and shake it off but it just felt shitty, i felt like I fell into a wormhole and I would never recover. I started to feel like I wanted to end this feeling and Kill myself because if I showed everybody my behavior they would lock me up in a mental institution. I called my girlfriend and asked if i could see her. She told me i sounded very weird like something was really wrong, and i explained to her I didn't even know what was going on with me. I then told her i wanted to see her. Everything once again felt like repetition but time was going by! So i kinda knew things are progressing around me so it was me going insane. Out of nowhere though somehow things started to pickup into progression. I now felt like i was UP in the galaxy and I was an alien, and in a way all of us where aliens but felt where Psychedelics where the perfect keys to our mental doors. It felt like i was this superior being and looking down on earth and noticed all these people with their shitty life repetitions and people destroying their life by not using their intelligence. I truly felt like a really smart Being. I felt like that aliens existed and it was just other "people" trying to communicate between dimensions. Like people from the past times.
I drove to my girlfriend's house, and i tried to explain to her my feeling. It was impossible to explain. I then started to feel like everything had subliminal messages in them. Everything kept breaking down into another thing. Art felt like the only way other Aliens where trying to communicate. It was weird and hard to explain how everything was somewhat related to each other. I started to draw how i felt and i don't think i ever drew so well.. But i started drawing in a very geometrical way and very mathematically. I started to feel very good about myself, and i felt so superior and felt like i could literally do EVERYTHING in the world. I felt like LSD was definatly gonna stay in my life but obviously not like every week or anything.
I even started to draw my own car concept and it was coming out pretty good. I didn't even think i could have all these "powers"
I usually tripped on mushrooms, but not lately since they are hard to find really and guy i found wants only to sell Oz which is a bit too much money.
But it is like they say .
LSD - The Matrix. Back to the future.
Mushrooms - Lord of the rings. Harry potter.
I went to sleep about 24hrs later and now i woke up, feeling very Vacant where it's soo much harder to remember by trip and Physically tired. I never felt this way on mushrooms, it always left me very happy and where life was great and i wanted to take on a mushroom influenced life because like LSD i feel like My brain has sooo much power and i like abusing that for the better.
By why do i feel this way now? is it normal ? i feel like there is no point of drugs, or anything else anymore. I hope it's not permanent. ANY Advice?
Sorry for the long story.
I want to share with you my lsd experience. I need some advice here.
My acid trip started Saturday August 28 at 3AM. So i dropped and at first i wasn't really feeling much.. I took approx 2 Tabs or so I've been told. I was beginning to feel ripped off but i trusted my source.
I was just listening to some music and put on some visuals to kinda get into it. Not completely sure when but It completely shoots me into space mentally. I cannot remember much of the beginning experience, I remember that i was listening to some Meshuggah at the time and out of nowhere the song started to repeat. Everything began to visually melt. Faces on the band photo began to frown. I began to panic as i realized i was stuck in this mental LOOP. Everything felt very weird, I started to feel like I was going psychotic. I tried to grapple onto "Reality" factors. Eg. My girlfriend, my family, friends or time .But i felt like those people were not in the same dimension i was in and time didn't even exist anymore. I tried walking around and shake it off but it just felt shitty, i felt like I fell into a wormhole and I would never recover. I started to feel like I wanted to end this feeling and Kill myself because if I showed everybody my behavior they would lock me up in a mental institution. I called my girlfriend and asked if i could see her. She told me i sounded very weird like something was really wrong, and i explained to her I didn't even know what was going on with me. I then told her i wanted to see her. Everything once again felt like repetition but time was going by! So i kinda knew things are progressing around me so it was me going insane. Out of nowhere though somehow things started to pickup into progression. I now felt like i was UP in the galaxy and I was an alien, and in a way all of us where aliens but felt where Psychedelics where the perfect keys to our mental doors. It felt like i was this superior being and looking down on earth and noticed all these people with their shitty life repetitions and people destroying their life by not using their intelligence. I truly felt like a really smart Being. I felt like that aliens existed and it was just other "people" trying to communicate between dimensions. Like people from the past times.
I drove to my girlfriend's house, and i tried to explain to her my feeling. It was impossible to explain. I then started to feel like everything had subliminal messages in them. Everything kept breaking down into another thing. Art felt like the only way other Aliens where trying to communicate. It was weird and hard to explain how everything was somewhat related to each other. I started to draw how i felt and i don't think i ever drew so well.. But i started drawing in a very geometrical way and very mathematically. I started to feel very good about myself, and i felt so superior and felt like i could literally do EVERYTHING in the world. I felt like LSD was definatly gonna stay in my life but obviously not like every week or anything.
I even started to draw my own car concept and it was coming out pretty good. I didn't even think i could have all these "powers"
I usually tripped on mushrooms, but not lately since they are hard to find really and guy i found wants only to sell Oz which is a bit too much money.
But it is like they say .
LSD - The Matrix. Back to the future.
Mushrooms - Lord of the rings. Harry potter.
I went to sleep about 24hrs later and now i woke up, feeling very Vacant where it's soo much harder to remember by trip and Physically tired. I never felt this way on mushrooms, it always left me very happy and where life was great and i wanted to take on a mushroom influenced life because like LSD i feel like My brain has sooo much power and i like abusing that for the better.
By why do i feel this way now? is it normal ? i feel like there is no point of drugs, or anything else anymore. I hope it's not permanent. ANY Advice?
Sorry for the long story.
