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My Love/Hate Relationship With Mary Jane

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I'm a very experienced weed smoker and have smoked on average 4-5 times a day, everyday for the last three years. I enjoyed using it for every situation possible; in the morning, before meals, before class, bedtime ect. There was not a time when I did not perfer to be high. I did not, and still do believe it affected me in any negative way. This was up until a 4-5 months ago when I started getting a lot of negative effects.

First off a lot of the stereotypical negative effects of weed set in. I became lazier, less motivated, less social, less spontaneous. I also experienced a lot of social anxiety. Especially when smoking around people that wasn't a good friend of mine.

But I also got some not so common, more severe, negative effects. I would get some aching in my muscles, mainly my jaw (a friend of mine would get it in his neck/shoulders). My eyes would become very hard to focus. Get this weird face high where my face feels like a different shape.

The two main things that steered me away from weed the most though was it made me VERY self conscience. I always thought people were thinking negative things of me. I would think that even my best friends would be talking down on me whenever i wasn't in the room. The other thing was i would get muscles "jolts" in my legs mainly. I still get minor ones ocasionally but when i would smoke a would get them consistently. I feel these waves of body high going through my body and legs and its makes the jolt build up until it finally releases. I would describe it as being a kind of physical version of turrets syndrome.

A little after noticing all these things I quit completly with no problem for about a month. Since then I've smoked every once and awhile but only when doing something physical (snowboarding, longboarding) or before bed.

I still don't think badly of weed at all just have decided it isn't really for me anymore. I was wondering if any of you out there have experienced any of the same things. Thanks for reading.
 
Its all relative man, as in, weed gets into your head and messes with all kinds of shit if you let it. Be in control, even when tripping balls from a really good strain, remind yourself that you are in control. If I can drive a car while on acid down a busy highway, then I'm in control despite "the fear" stabbing into the back of my brain. Just keep thinking, once you stop thinking you can become unaware of your surroundings, and the thc in your brain will cause that negative thinking pattern. Think happy thoughts, hell, if it bugs you that much, leave the ppl that u think are thinking/saying bad stuff and go for a walk
 
Dude weed isn't for everyone and obviously not for you.. I have never got "paranoid feelings" or social anxiety while high and after im high. In fact I am more friendly and outgoing when stoned and no one realizes I smoke... You just have to use it in moderation and preferably through a volcano vaporizer for the cleanest high
 
its pretty common to experience this after smoking daily for years.

It took about three for me too, and maybe another year of smoking and freakin out to finally admit i wasnt into weed anymore.
 
yeah when i do smoke now i find that the high from cheaper weed is better for me. I also like the high from resin, i wonder if theres a cannabinoid profile for it. Anyway cheaper weed and resin is much more relaxing for me than strong weed.
 
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