my lost love

[madmick19]

ive lost something dear
something so sweet
i cherished it soo much
never verbalised it
just hoped she knew
now gone,never missed her so much before
i feel my demon rising again
to fill the void she banished it from
years of turmoil were felt when the demon reinged
with a swift wave of her head, a brief smile she banished it, in the same way she left
why hast thou returned to haunt me
the voices return, i dont want to share these things cant you understand..its too deep.
i was hoping i had left it buried in the sands of time, stop the clock, stop life for i will no longer be life if my demons return
i feel my heart torn from my chest not by her hand but from mine, it is me.
the day seems to linger sharp with dullness
as quiet as a morning over the mountains
the sun is setting on my heart once again
i feel the coldness in the shadows
it has taken so long to warm dont take it from me again......
demons from my present and past are returning to me at nights
dancing round my head in the eerie silence
i now wander down this path of ruins
yet again in search of the life which drew me out of this void
why is the worst pain from within
i feel the hollowness inside
save me from me
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the consciouness of self is the greatest hinderance to the correct execution of any physical action... u dont exist therefore there are no boundaries or limits

 

[plazma]

very... very... fucking powerful...
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[ C E N S O R E D ]

 

[E-girl]

i can relate. i know what its like to love someone soooo much, but you take for granted that they will always be there, and when one day they're suddenly NOT, it seems like things can never be normal again.
keep your head up... things can only get better.
time really does heal.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"There's a part of me, that i forgot to be. Take a look and see, the light still shines in me." ~~ Milk, Inc.

 

[alykitty]

demons from my present and past are returning to me at nights
dancing round my head in the eerie silence

Very powerful words!!! Far too often, my demons, seem to return to the present!!
Thumbs up...Great words...

 

[mirabii]

Wowsers..
I feel completely overwhelmed by the raw emotions you're expressing, they're just so very alive...
You know where I am if you want a pair of ears or anything. One last thing before I go..
You are such a stronghold for so many people, there is no way that you don't have the strength to get through this pain. It's gonna feel like you're hurting so much more than it feels like you're overcoming. But you'll get through. I believe you can save you from what you feel dragged down by. Even if it happens through talking to someone, or writing past the barrier of pain.. experiencing it with all the agony. You've overcome before, you can do it again...