My life

To sum it all up. I was a child in the military family. I was always a loner. We live in englang for like 3 yr's and moved to ENid Ok.I was just five and I knew something wasn't right about me. I'm the middle child. Gor to Hoover elemetry and by 7th grade I got bulliud. Now in 97 I ask My mom if I can move with my dad in Nashville. She was more then willing cuz I was out of control hangin around the wrong ppl. So I spend a couple yr's in nashville. didn't really like the vibe smoke pot and that was it. Moved back to oklahoma and started to smoke ICE. I would binge for three or four day's and I was using any drug under the sun. except for Acid and H. So I go thru a psychosis. Where I believe that the sun is a round window into heaven and science has just covered it up. I'm going thru a full blown psychosis. And then after that I was never the same. I'll make this blog larger but for now I'm laying off of it.

 

Well more about my life. I was abuse physically as a child. I made horrible grades in school. My parents when they were together they knew something was wrong. But, nobody did anything. I just lived as a loner and just going about life couch surfing house to house. An All the dabbling into my drug use made me not care anymore. Life has suck since 05 because I lost a beautiful woman and will never meet anybody like me. My other half. I believe in fate but I just don't see my life getting any better with all problems thats in the world.