Hello, Im new here let me start of by saying hi my name is Dylan, 21 year old with 2 beautiful baby girls, and a wonderful wife that has been with me 9 years and is very supportive, she has literally been with me every step of the way that has led up to today, I mean she so supportive she walk in on me banging and just broke down and did exactly what was right to make me question my latest life decisions. I am diabetic so she knows i have to have needles everyday multiple times a day. So she thought it was best to hide my needles and keep a strict eye one me. I still remember the quote that made me never think about a needle again. i said "Why should i quit?"(talking about banging)"its the same as taking it any other way",(which she had no problem with.) She looked me dead in the eyes with tears running down her face and pointed at the 4 month old baby she was holding and said "THIS IS THE REASON WHY YOU SHOULD", then pointed at my two year old and said the same thing. to cut it short, it burned into me and literally shocked the shit out of me enough i was like the fuck am i doing with my life., that was my life so far now lets go on with my addiction.
-Addiction
Okay, When i was about 18 me and my wife got pregnant, had a baby and moved in together, and this point i was a recreation drug user, i did it just to party, i would just do it like once every 3 days, i did tramadol, Subxone(first time i ever did a box i did 1 and a half and had to recover for days on the couch), Smoke Herb, Drunk, Nuerontins, pretty much anything i could get my hands on that wasn't to expensive because all my money was going to a new born. But Soon my mother got in desperate times and had to move in with me which was great for a baby sitter but was terrible for my life, she was a recovering addict that was clean for 2 years until she got breast cancer and got put on a high does of morphine sulfate.er and ir. While she was living with me should would give me a quarter box for finding her boxes when she ran out of medicine. and thats how it all got started, im not blaming her for this she did not force it down my throat and i would of been pissed if she didnt give me a piece, that year went by and i was doing a quarter box ever 2 days, that went on till bout middle of 2014 and then i move up to half a strip, then me and my father went to tenn and was making great money, like father like son we were both addicts and we both loved a variety of drugs, we was smoking crack in the porta-potty at work even we were brave souls, the first time i ever touched a needle was working down south with my dad, but our real love was roxies, we would spend 2000$ a month of roxies alone, my habbit at this point was like 80%suboxone 10%roxies,10%other(perc,loratabs,trams,nuerontins,ect), when i came home i was fixated with the needle, the work was done up north so we came back to the good ole 606 and work construction making less money but surviving, i was doing up to half a strip iv until my wife caught me and i quit the needle cold turkey and will never touch it again. besides my insulin. The last time i dosed was a subutex 4 days ago 2mg.
My Treatment
This is my Personal Treatment, i do not know if it will work for anyone else.
Days After Box
Conclusion
Somewhere i heard that a younger body can bounce back quicker from this then an old body, i hope that is true, its been a real time, Now im going to say something that is ridiculous but just listen to me. When me and my wife went and seen fifty shades of grey on valentines day it changed me, i was on nuerontins and it makes me very emotional when i seen how boss the main guy character was it inspired me to try my best to be like him, ill never be like him but why cant i try? why cant i get clean and pursue and career for my family that will give them everything that they want? Crazy right? Thats all i got folks i hope you like.
Sincerely, who knows?
PS: WE NEED TO EXPOSE THE DOCTORS THAT ARENT TREATING PATIENTS BUT JUST MAKING MONEY OFF THEM AND KEEP THEM COMING BACK FOR THAT DOLLAR. WE NEED TO ALSO EXPOSE THE PHONIES THAT GO TO GET A SCRIPT TO JUST SELL AND MAKE MONEY OFF OF AND TAKING A SPOT FROM SOMEONE THAT NEEDS THE CLINIC. LETS STAND UP THIS NEXT YEAR AT ELECTION TIME AND LET THEM KNOW WE KNOW THE DOCTORS ARE CORRUPT AND THE WAR ON DRUGS IS FAILING, ASK THE POLITICIANS IS THE WAR ON DRUGS WORK? WE KNOW ITS NOT AND WE WANT THAT MONEY TO GO TO TREATING NOT ARRESTING DRUG ADDICTS, ITS SHOULDN'T BE A CRIME TO BE ON DRUGS THAT PEOPLE GET LEGALLY FROM THEIR DOCTORS, LISTEN UP PEOPLE THEY WANT YOU HOOKED, THEY MORE PEOPLE HOOKED THE MORE PEOPLE BUY THE MORE MONEY BIG PHARMA COMPANY MAKES THE MORE MONEY THEY GIVE BACK TO THE POLITICIANS, AND PUT THE POLITICIANS ON BIG PHARMA SIDE TO KEEP THEIR SHAM UP. YOUR VOICE ISNT WORTHLESS, STAND UP, SPEAK UP, CHANGE THE WORLD
I Know it seems a little crazy but its perfectly sensible if you think about it, more money politicians have more money for their campaign better chance of winning, if big pharma gives them millions upon millions of dollars to help their campaign the politicians are going to be obligated to help them out and keep getting more and more people hooked on drugs.
CORRUPTION EXPOSED ON WOLF-PACK.COM AND THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL OF THE YOUNG TURKS, JUST WATCH SEE HOW CROOCKED THE POLITICANS AND THE CORPERATIONS ARE, I HAVE NOT AFFILIATION WITH ANY OF THESE WEBSITES, JUST INFORMING YOU OF THEIR CHANNELS.
-Addiction
Okay, When i was about 18 me and my wife got pregnant, had a baby and moved in together, and this point i was a recreation drug user, i did it just to party, i would just do it like once every 3 days, i did tramadol, Subxone(first time i ever did a box i did 1 and a half and had to recover for days on the couch), Smoke Herb, Drunk, Nuerontins, pretty much anything i could get my hands on that wasn't to expensive because all my money was going to a new born. But Soon my mother got in desperate times and had to move in with me which was great for a baby sitter but was terrible for my life, she was a recovering addict that was clean for 2 years until she got breast cancer and got put on a high does of morphine sulfate.er and ir. While she was living with me should would give me a quarter box for finding her boxes when she ran out of medicine. and thats how it all got started, im not blaming her for this she did not force it down my throat and i would of been pissed if she didnt give me a piece, that year went by and i was doing a quarter box ever 2 days, that went on till bout middle of 2014 and then i move up to half a strip, then me and my father went to tenn and was making great money, like father like son we were both addicts and we both loved a variety of drugs, we was smoking crack in the porta-potty at work even we were brave souls, the first time i ever touched a needle was working down south with my dad, but our real love was roxies, we would spend 2000$ a month of roxies alone, my habbit at this point was like 80%suboxone 10%roxies,10%other(perc,loratabs,trams,nuerontins,ect), when i came home i was fixated with the needle, the work was done up north so we came back to the good ole 606 and work construction making less money but surviving, i was doing up to half a strip iv until my wife caught me and i quit the needle cold turkey and will never touch it again. besides my insulin. The last time i dosed was a subutex 4 days ago 2mg.
My Treatment
This is my Personal Treatment, i do not know if it will work for anyone else.
Days After Box
- Day1 was fine i did 7200mg of nuerontine and went to valentines day with my wife no adverse effects, i think the rottin might of helped but it was just a day after
- Day2 fatigue in my legs set it they felt like wet noodles, i almost collapsed at one point, i took a few adipexs to give me energy, i got up cooked breakfast and cleaned the house, the night of Day2 was really hard i tossed and turned on the couch with anxiety, tighten chest, but i persevered through it an made it to morning
- Day3 we got a big snow and have been trapped in the house, i sat on the couch all day and watched my infant daughter and my wife talking to them and getting her support really helps me to not to give in, this day i did nothing at all and toughed through it and it was the worse day yet.
- Day4 i wrestled with anxietyx2, tighten chestx2, and cravings, the craving are the worse part i keep repeating in my heap the spongebob episode where he goes in sandys dome and needs water and their is water on the table and hes like i dont need it, i dont need it, i dont need it, I NEED IT, BUT this day has been not bad but not good, symptoms would go away an hour come back next hour, i was about to get my wife to go get me a piece of box cause i was craving it so bad, and she new it i look so weak and pitiful she looked me dead in the eyes and told me that i could take a piece and that shes really proud of me for making it so long.
Conclusion
Somewhere i heard that a younger body can bounce back quicker from this then an old body, i hope that is true, its been a real time, Now im going to say something that is ridiculous but just listen to me. When me and my wife went and seen fifty shades of grey on valentines day it changed me, i was on nuerontins and it makes me very emotional when i seen how boss the main guy character was it inspired me to try my best to be like him, ill never be like him but why cant i try? why cant i get clean and pursue and career for my family that will give them everything that they want? Crazy right? Thats all i got folks i hope you like.
Sincerely, who knows?
PS: WE NEED TO EXPOSE THE DOCTORS THAT ARENT TREATING PATIENTS BUT JUST MAKING MONEY OFF THEM AND KEEP THEM COMING BACK FOR THAT DOLLAR. WE NEED TO ALSO EXPOSE THE PHONIES THAT GO TO GET A SCRIPT TO JUST SELL AND MAKE MONEY OFF OF AND TAKING A SPOT FROM SOMEONE THAT NEEDS THE CLINIC. LETS STAND UP THIS NEXT YEAR AT ELECTION TIME AND LET THEM KNOW WE KNOW THE DOCTORS ARE CORRUPT AND THE WAR ON DRUGS IS FAILING, ASK THE POLITICIANS IS THE WAR ON DRUGS WORK? WE KNOW ITS NOT AND WE WANT THAT MONEY TO GO TO TREATING NOT ARRESTING DRUG ADDICTS, ITS SHOULDN'T BE A CRIME TO BE ON DRUGS THAT PEOPLE GET LEGALLY FROM THEIR DOCTORS, LISTEN UP PEOPLE THEY WANT YOU HOOKED, THEY MORE PEOPLE HOOKED THE MORE PEOPLE BUY THE MORE MONEY BIG PHARMA COMPANY MAKES THE MORE MONEY THEY GIVE BACK TO THE POLITICIANS, AND PUT THE POLITICIANS ON BIG PHARMA SIDE TO KEEP THEIR SHAM UP. YOUR VOICE ISNT WORTHLESS, STAND UP, SPEAK UP, CHANGE THE WORLD
I Know it seems a little crazy but its perfectly sensible if you think about it, more money politicians have more money for their campaign better chance of winning, if big pharma gives them millions upon millions of dollars to help their campaign the politicians are going to be obligated to help them out and keep getting more and more people hooked on drugs.
CORRUPTION EXPOSED ON WOLF-PACK.COM AND THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL OF THE YOUNG TURKS, JUST WATCH SEE HOW CROOCKED THE POLITICANS AND THE CORPERATIONS ARE, I HAVE NOT AFFILIATION WITH ANY OF THESE WEBSITES, JUST INFORMING YOU OF THEIR CHANNELS.
