Brittany Desiree O'Neill
I am very emotional today doing ok to a degree with my addictions I am just trying to kick alcohol and ya know what I am ONE day sober right now and wanna drink so bad but I cannot I made a promise to 5 children to be the best mom while I am trying to hold on. I realize this Post Acute Withdrawl syndrome can make it tough on my friends and family and I am SOO TRUELY sorry and thank you from the bottom of heart to for being there. I love opiates but I dont wanna chase the damn high anymore.
The next thing I wanna talk about is that I am 27 years old and on shit 13 GODDAMN meds...they keep me alive but it is very depressing to see this and my kids not get the "normal" childhood to my mental illness...its a the worst feeling in the world you cannot see your children everyday. SO FUCKING JUDGE ME TO MY FACE AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT HOW YOU ARE A HYPOCRITICAL PIECE OF SHIT!!
I am very emotional today doing ok to a degree with my addictions I am just trying to kick alcohol and ya know what I am ONE day sober right now and wanna drink so bad but I cannot I made a promise to 5 children to be the best mom while I am trying to hold on. I realize this Post Acute Withdrawl syndrome can make it tough on my friends and family and I am SOO TRUELY sorry and thank you from the bottom of heart to for being there. I love opiates but I dont wanna chase the damn high anymore.
The next thing I wanna talk about is that I am 27 years old and on shit 13 GODDAMN meds...they keep me alive but it is very depressing to see this and my kids not get the "normal" childhood to my mental illness...its a the worst feeling in the world you cannot see your children everyday. SO FUCKING JUDGE ME TO MY FACE AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT HOW YOU ARE A HYPOCRITICAL PIECE OF SHIT!!