my insignificant problems

[lilygirl]

This is my life.
I hate the world
for making me get out of bed.
I struggle for sleep as the radio blares,
finally scrape myself out of bed and I dress
I stare at my parents as I walk out the door, saying nothing
"Have a good day honey!"
"Fuck today," I mumble under my breath.
Off to school
for 7 hours of nothingness.
Struggling to stay awake,
teachers wonder what could be so horrible to make me
"the perfect student"
devoid of emotion
Smile
but it's only because i'm greeted by a friend
who would scoff at my insignificant problems
because her life is somehow so much worse
I can't stand it...
struggling through life
not much longer...
Make it home again
And the disguise starts to melt off
just as I realize I'm finally, actually, happy.
Somehow, I've found a reason,
another reason to keep on struggling.
And I wallow in it
until my eyes can't focus
and the pounding headache overwhelms me
until I can barely find my bed
and turn off the light
just in time to wake up again
to struggle through another day of nothingness
this is my life.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

This is my life.
I hate the world
for making me get out of bed.
I struggle for sleep as the radio blares,
finally scrape myself out of bed and I dress
I stare at my parents as I walk out the door, saying nothing
"Have a good day honey!"
"Fuck today," I mumble under my breath.
....excellent.