Christina0007
Bluelighter
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- Feb 8, 2024
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Hello! I really need your advice! My husband is addicted to drugs (ice) and alcohol. It's very hard for me. I'm afraid to say the wrong thing every time because he has anger issues and we often fight. Overall, he's a very nice guy, he loves me, but sometimes I don't recognize him. He wants to stop drugs and alcohol for me, but every time we go back to where we started. One day, a week ago, he hurt my heart very much, he started looking for girls on a dating app in front of me and was even going to go to one of them to have sex. To the question of why, "I just want it that way." Before that, there was a case in the car, he accelerated very much. I wanted to call his father, but he said if I did he would kill us. I was very scared, he was drunk. I love him, but I'm afraid it will never end. What should I do? Run away? Or support him to the end? God, I have so many thoughts and questions. I do not know where to go, I am very dependent on him right now. I'm in a foreign country, alone. I have nowhere to live. I'm so scared sometimes.