ok well, change of plans.
i got arrested over the weekend (in my journal if anyones interested), and sadly couldnt make it to visit her.
i concur that giving it to her orally is risky--but i cannot think of another reasonable method of administration. she is in a full-on nursing home, complete with a nursing staff and a roomate.
aside from all that, she tried smoking pot once before and couldnt deal with the pain of the smoke. this is the reason she never tried it again.
there are also smoke detectors in the rooms.
she is far too weak to get up and leave or toke outside of the nursing home, however, while i was in jail my dad brought her over to our house for the day, which (had i not been in JAIL) would have done her a world of good.
i talked with my dad about it...
i am thinking that she should get stoned here in the comfort of my house, surrounded by loving family, and after a nice healthy dose of xanax to keep her calm.
my dad likes this idea as well. she is losing a pound per day--all of the calories she consumes are JUST enough to continue to feed her cancer, according to the drs. she MUST consume more calories, or death is not far off.
i am extremely apprehensious of a bad trip. this probably be the worst thing in the entire world that i could do-- my entire family would CRUCIFY me if they found out. (we have substance abuse issues in my family..)
we do not have the $650 to spend on a vaporizor. she cannot smoke.
its oral or nothing, right?