runningman45
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Im an 18 year old guy that as of now is prescribed 40mg vyvanse to take everyday, i used to be prescribed adderall ir and xr. I have about 20, 20mg capsules of the xr left I recently began snorting it in small daily 20-40mg doses just to see what it was like. I crushed it into a very fine white/orangey poweder because of the binder and snorted it. I did it in the morning and Well it was amazing, at first its like all the good effects of the adderall when taken orally until you obviously start to come down. I had clear thoughts and was going to school and everything. I'm pretty used to the coming down part since i've been taking it for 3 years so i don't get that affect as much as i've read other people have.
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I know the next is a bit irresponsible so thats why i came here, I got a very drunk around 8pm and kept drinking until 1am, I was pretty drunk which is when i decided to start railing my crushed up adderall that happened to be in my pocket. The first time i inhaled probably 50-60mg. I was almost immediately sober, but not like sober, more like I thought i was sober but i was definitely not sober, I think i was just feeling my very well tuned motor skills. Time went on, I was very comfortable with friends from highschool visiting my college. I then railed 30-40 more mg. Three of us smoked 4 bowls and then everyone went to go to bed. It was about 5am at this point and i was bored.I was listening to music through my over ear headphones full blast and i felt like the greatest thing ever. It was different, i knew i felt great but it was like I was great, not just feeling great. I then snorted 40-50 more mg and had to leave. I just needed to leave my room. I put a large winter coat on, put my headphones on and just started walking. I only remember major events, I don't remember being anywhere in between major places. First I was complacent with just walking and rocking out at 5:45 in the morning, I was walking through downtown, through the lights and past the homeless people, it was scary but a realization all the same, a comfortable one at that. I soon found myself stripping down next to a small bog where i went skinny dipping, its around 40 degrees at night where i am, so i'm assuming the alcohol helped that decision. As the sun started to rise my sense of direction began to return and i was able to make a route towards the ocean, I looked up when the sun rises in my area the next day and it rises and 7:00. I arrived at the bay around 7:30-8:00 i think where i found a seafood factory that was opening up. I entered. There was a room where all these people were getting dressed in aprons and lab coat type dress. I got inline and put my own coat and rubber gloves on, I found a job. Noone spoke english very well and it was a different experience. It must have been time to actually work because everyone left so i talked to the maid for a while, i decided it was time to leave. I left with the coat and gloves on which i still have... from there I was sobering up so i bought a six pack of talls and drank them walking along the sidewalk. out of nowhere a freak storm hit and I was caught in downpour with heavy winds. I went into a mini mart and all i remember is how nice it was, it was warm and kind, the lady at the counter was the nicest lady i'd talked to ever and bought two bottles of wine. i have no idea why but i have them now. I went back to the streets and walked for a while longer until i had to sit down i was exhausted. I sat at the base of large tree on a main street in the middle of someones yard and just watched cars drive, people walk by, all in the middle of this storm. At this point its probably 9:30, and i found myself back at the same mini mart, i was going in circles. I asked her for help, i had no idea where i was and i was completely exhausted, mentally and physically. She explained how to get back to my college. I wasn't close. I walked for an hour back to the main city where i was little more familiar with the surroundings where i caught a bus back to my dorm arriving around 11am. I stripped out of my clothes, dripping wet, i collapsed into my bed and slept for 16 hours. The next day i did some memory seraching and discovered that i had walked over 30 miles. I guess i wasn't really asking any questions, just needed to share my experience. Although it was amazing I will not be binge railing adderall while blacked out anytime soon. I do think the booze and weed helped keep me calm throughout the night though.
MAIN STORY
I know the next is a bit irresponsible so thats why i came here, I got a very drunk around 8pm and kept drinking until 1am, I was pretty drunk which is when i decided to start railing my crushed up adderall that happened to be in my pocket. The first time i inhaled probably 50-60mg. I was almost immediately sober, but not like sober, more like I thought i was sober but i was definitely not sober, I think i was just feeling my very well tuned motor skills. Time went on, I was very comfortable with friends from highschool visiting my college. I then railed 30-40 more mg. Three of us smoked 4 bowls and then everyone went to go to bed. It was about 5am at this point and i was bored.I was listening to music through my over ear headphones full blast and i felt like the greatest thing ever. It was different, i knew i felt great but it was like I was great, not just feeling great. I then snorted 40-50 more mg and had to leave. I just needed to leave my room. I put a large winter coat on, put my headphones on and just started walking. I only remember major events, I don't remember being anywhere in between major places. First I was complacent with just walking and rocking out at 5:45 in the morning, I was walking through downtown, through the lights and past the homeless people, it was scary but a realization all the same, a comfortable one at that. I soon found myself stripping down next to a small bog where i went skinny dipping, its around 40 degrees at night where i am, so i'm assuming the alcohol helped that decision. As the sun started to rise my sense of direction began to return and i was able to make a route towards the ocean, I looked up when the sun rises in my area the next day and it rises and 7:00. I arrived at the bay around 7:30-8:00 i think where i found a seafood factory that was opening up. I entered. There was a room where all these people were getting dressed in aprons and lab coat type dress. I got inline and put my own coat and rubber gloves on, I found a job. Noone spoke english very well and it was a different experience. It must have been time to actually work because everyone left so i talked to the maid for a while, i decided it was time to leave. I left with the coat and gloves on which i still have... from there I was sobering up so i bought a six pack of talls and drank them walking along the sidewalk. out of nowhere a freak storm hit and I was caught in downpour with heavy winds. I went into a mini mart and all i remember is how nice it was, it was warm and kind, the lady at the counter was the nicest lady i'd talked to ever and bought two bottles of wine. i have no idea why but i have them now. I went back to the streets and walked for a while longer until i had to sit down i was exhausted. I sat at the base of large tree on a main street in the middle of someones yard and just watched cars drive, people walk by, all in the middle of this storm. At this point its probably 9:30, and i found myself back at the same mini mart, i was going in circles. I asked her for help, i had no idea where i was and i was completely exhausted, mentally and physically. She explained how to get back to my college. I wasn't close. I walked for an hour back to the main city where i was little more familiar with the surroundings where i caught a bus back to my dorm arriving around 11am. I stripped out of my clothes, dripping wet, i collapsed into my bed and slept for 16 hours. The next day i did some memory seraching and discovered that i had walked over 30 miles. I guess i wasn't really asking any questions, just needed to share my experience. Although it was amazing I will not be binge railing adderall while blacked out anytime soon. I do think the booze and weed helped keep me calm throughout the night though.
