sonic_reality
Bluelighter
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- Nov 6, 2002
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hey there,
i moved to perth from cairns about 3 months ago, and recently went back to cairns for a holiday!
and in that short time that i have been gone, i have noticed a HUGE difference in my friends drug usgae, and also their personalities!
it is like i was the smart person, telling them to limit their drug usage, and to not go overboard. i learnt this from bluelight, and always try to pass this info on!
but once i left, they just went crazy!
all of my friends went from only needing 1-2 pills per night, with the occasional person taking 3, to taking 6-7 pills in a night, and not even being fazed by it!
they started doing pills 4-5 times a week and just talking to them on the phone, i noticed a huge difference in their motivation!
they have also started smoking DMT and taking 2cb on a regular basis. before i left, they would have never even thought of doing that!
then they got sick of pills, and started taking acid. and not acid once a week, acid every single day of the week, for 3 or 4 weeks straight!
one of my mates took nine tabs in 4 hours. and the next day he took more!
the same mate took 4 microdots at a doof, and ended up curled up in a ball, quivering in the corner.
luckily, he soon realised what he was doing, and stopped taking stuff for a while, but he was the only one!
on my recent trip back to cairns, i met one of my mates. he was fine when i left, and was not much of a drug taker at all.
now he is a dealer. and he has seriously lost it in the head. he took 30 tabs of acid(very good acid too, nearly up there with the dots) in the space of a week, and has been tripping ever since. that was about 4 weeks ago.
when i spoke to him, you couldn't actually have a conversation with him. it was really scary.
he just kept saying over and over again, "i'm a god, and you're the devil. everyone here is evil and i am god. i am the captain of the pirate ship, and i am about to set sail. so let's go smoke some dmt in the wonderland".
i am seriously not joking!! he was saying those exact words over and over and over and over and over ...........
eventually i just walked away from him, because he was really freaking me out.
we were at a doof at the time, and some of my mates had to go chasing him up a mountain, because he was ruuning into the forest, with the intention of not coming back. if they hadn't of caught him, i would say he would still be in the forest!
apparantly he has also been smoking DMT like it is pot, and taking speed like it is candy!
and i have been told he is still tripping. he may not actually be tripping, but he has certainly lost his mind. he will NEVER be the same again!
i have lost a good friend to drugs. it has certainly made me see drugs in a differnt light. i don't think i will ever try DMT now, whereas before i might have!
i really don't know why i started this thread. maybe just to get some other peoples opinions on this, and to see if anyone else has had the same experience.
i really wish i could do something about it, but i can't, with me being over here in perth!
i am sooooo glad that i left, as i can say for sure, that i would probably be in the same situation as them if i hadn't of left.
now i am straight, and loving it. well..... not loving it, but i will certainly never go back to doing it every weekend, like i was before i left!
i never thought i would see my friends like this, and it has really got me down!
especially seeing as though i haven't made any friends here in perth yet, so the only people i can talk to, are my friends in cairns. and i just keep hearing more bad news!
i am just hoping like hell that they realise what they are doing to themselves, and start to do something about it.
but from what i have seen, it is already too late for one of them. he has totally lost it, and i don't think he will ever come back
it is really sad
sorry for the long post, but i just really needed to get this off my chest, and to tell people about it, who might actually understand.
and bluelight is the only place i could do it!
i moved to perth from cairns about 3 months ago, and recently went back to cairns for a holiday!
and in that short time that i have been gone, i have noticed a HUGE difference in my friends drug usgae, and also their personalities!
it is like i was the smart person, telling them to limit their drug usage, and to not go overboard. i learnt this from bluelight, and always try to pass this info on!
but once i left, they just went crazy!
all of my friends went from only needing 1-2 pills per night, with the occasional person taking 3, to taking 6-7 pills in a night, and not even being fazed by it!
they started doing pills 4-5 times a week and just talking to them on the phone, i noticed a huge difference in their motivation!
they have also started smoking DMT and taking 2cb on a regular basis. before i left, they would have never even thought of doing that!
then they got sick of pills, and started taking acid. and not acid once a week, acid every single day of the week, for 3 or 4 weeks straight!
one of my mates took nine tabs in 4 hours. and the next day he took more!
the same mate took 4 microdots at a doof, and ended up curled up in a ball, quivering in the corner.
luckily, he soon realised what he was doing, and stopped taking stuff for a while, but he was the only one!
on my recent trip back to cairns, i met one of my mates. he was fine when i left, and was not much of a drug taker at all.
now he is a dealer. and he has seriously lost it in the head. he took 30 tabs of acid(very good acid too, nearly up there with the dots) in the space of a week, and has been tripping ever since. that was about 4 weeks ago.
when i spoke to him, you couldn't actually have a conversation with him. it was really scary.
he just kept saying over and over again, "i'm a god, and you're the devil. everyone here is evil and i am god. i am the captain of the pirate ship, and i am about to set sail. so let's go smoke some dmt in the wonderland".
i am seriously not joking!! he was saying those exact words over and over and over and over and over ...........
eventually i just walked away from him, because he was really freaking me out.
we were at a doof at the time, and some of my mates had to go chasing him up a mountain, because he was ruuning into the forest, with the intention of not coming back. if they hadn't of caught him, i would say he would still be in the forest!
apparantly he has also been smoking DMT like it is pot, and taking speed like it is candy!
and i have been told he is still tripping. he may not actually be tripping, but he has certainly lost his mind. he will NEVER be the same again!
i have lost a good friend to drugs. it has certainly made me see drugs in a differnt light. i don't think i will ever try DMT now, whereas before i might have!
i really don't know why i started this thread. maybe just to get some other peoples opinions on this, and to see if anyone else has had the same experience.
i really wish i could do something about it, but i can't, with me being over here in perth!
i am sooooo glad that i left, as i can say for sure, that i would probably be in the same situation as them if i hadn't of left.
now i am straight, and loving it. well..... not loving it, but i will certainly never go back to doing it every weekend, like i was before i left!
i never thought i would see my friends like this, and it has really got me down!
especially seeing as though i haven't made any friends here in perth yet, so the only people i can talk to, are my friends in cairns. and i just keep hearing more bad news!
i am just hoping like hell that they realise what they are doing to themselves, and start to do something about it.
but from what i have seen, it is already too late for one of them. he has totally lost it, and i don't think he will ever come back
it is really sad
sorry for the long post, but i just really needed to get this off my chest, and to tell people about it, who might actually understand.
and bluelight is the only place i could do it!