My flatmate Declan is a very good looking Irish guy who works as a builder. Hes been around the world and has come to stay with me for about 5 months before he goes home for christmas and then off parts unknown.
Its been a blessing having him here as he is great company and is a real cheeky bastard ! I was not wanting to share my house with a stranger but as it turns out its been fun. :D
So he was looking at pictures on my lap top and saw some I would rather him NOT see, some I posted in the nude thread. It was a bit embarrassing, but I suppose hes seen many naked women.
In exchange, he went to his room and bluetoothed me a photo of him naked. My God, what a body he has. He then invited me in to see more. I saw more alright, touched it too. I have not felt more like a woman in a very long time. Its a good feeling to be wanted sexually as well as just to hang around with.
He works hard, he does not seem to need anything done for him, he is totally self sufficient. I am not used to this.
My husband and a couple of boyfriends seemed to not be able to look after themselves without me. Its a pretty shitty feeling but whats worse is I thought all men were like that. I dont want someone who NEEDS me.
Declan is not my boyfriend, I dont want one right now, but he is more than a friend. I dont know, I thought I wanted to get married again with my recent ex but ever since we split I have seen relationships differently and my attitude of "happily ever after" seems delusional. I read his little love notes he wrote claiming we belong together. But he is not here.
I have to find a happy place on my own before even thinking of commitment again.
Life is good. My outlook on my future is brighter than it once was.
Its been a blessing having him here as he is great company and is a real cheeky bastard ! I was not wanting to share my house with a stranger but as it turns out its been fun. :D
So he was looking at pictures on my lap top and saw some I would rather him NOT see, some I posted in the nude thread. It was a bit embarrassing, but I suppose hes seen many naked women.
In exchange, he went to his room and bluetoothed me a photo of him naked. My God, what a body he has. He then invited me in to see more. I saw more alright, touched it too. I have not felt more like a woman in a very long time. Its a good feeling to be wanted sexually as well as just to hang around with.
He works hard, he does not seem to need anything done for him, he is totally self sufficient. I am not used to this.
My husband and a couple of boyfriends seemed to not be able to look after themselves without me. Its a pretty shitty feeling but whats worse is I thought all men were like that. I dont want someone who NEEDS me.
Declan is not my boyfriend, I dont want one right now, but he is more than a friend. I dont know, I thought I wanted to get married again with my recent ex but ever since we split I have seen relationships differently and my attitude of "happily ever after" seems delusional. I read his little love notes he wrote claiming we belong together. But he is not here.
I have to find a happy place on my own before even thinking of commitment again.
Life is good. My outlook on my future is brighter than it once was.
