My first time with Molly, and I had an odd experience

[oldcarl]

I did pure MDMA two days ago - first time doing E in any form. About 210mg in total, 50% insufflated and 50% parachuted. I didn't feel much, but my friends were rolling hard. I got happy and loved the music for a bit, and had an urge to smoke hella cigarettes (I chained like 6, and I'm not even a smoker). About 30 mins later I quickly hit baseline, except for a creeping tension in my chest and heaviness in my lungs that *felt* like trouble breathing, but I'm sure that was just the closest term I could apply to it. In addition, I had progressive tingling in the bridge of my nose and on my cheeks, and in my hands. I've had this sort of thing happen the day after drinking, after my hangover has subsided a bit. This all went away after 15 minutes, and standing up helped quite a bit, along with fresh air. I was a bit worried about it, but I'm fairly certain it was a physiological response and not a result of anxiety - i'm extremely well-versed in my own personal bodily reactions to anxiety.

So, what do you all have to say about this? I'm not particularly worried, but I have felt a bit "reactionary" today and the day after taking the stuff. By that I mean that I feel more inclined to anger, and likewise more inclined to happiness, as if the trigger for my emotions has been "hair-pinned" a bit. I'm sure this is normal, and I just tend to have a unique interpretation of my emotions and such, but I'd like to hear if anyone resonates with this.


Anyway, no more hanging out with Molly for me. To each his own, I suppose.

Peace

 

[MazDan]

Have a good read of The Basics section in The Directory so you can educate your self about mdma. Thats the smartest thing you could possibly do and the bonus is that most of your answers are in there as well.