lostgirl
Bluelighter
Hello! I'm new here and must admit I am scared to death to post right now. I never share my words with anyone, but I've been going through a really tough angry time in my life and thought this may help as a form of therapy or release. Here is just a few untitled rants of mine....
1.
Rot in HELL if you wish
For I no longer carry the burden of your touch
I am out of tears
I am numb to the pain
You are forgotten
You are nobody now
You mean fucking nothing
And are no longer a significant part of my life
Yes, I would love to hurt you
I would love to rip your fucking heart right out of your chest
And tear it into a million pieces
Maybe then I could cause you a fraction of the pain
That you have caused me
2.
You can feel her darkness when she enters the room
Her presence demands all attention
Her eyes will look through you
Straight to your soul
Her touch will leave you slightly chilled
DO NOT try to reach her
or melt her frozen soul
For her daggers of ice will pierce your heart
and trap you within her deadly spell
3.
Fall asleep and forget
Forget all this hurt
Forget YOU
If only I could
Dream the rest of my life away
Endless slumber would soothe my pain
I've learned how harsh reality is
Reality is truth
I am stuck in a dream of you
But I am not asleep
This is real
Reality hurts
Let me forget
Let me sleep
Please don't wake me up
4.
In the comfort of drunkness
In the arms of distraction
I am content
I no longer need you
But morning contradicts the night
As stone cold reality sets in
Happiness is merely an illusion
Destroyed by the sobering light...
1.
Rot in HELL if you wish
For I no longer carry the burden of your touch
I am out of tears
I am numb to the pain
You are forgotten
You are nobody now
You mean fucking nothing
And are no longer a significant part of my life
Yes, I would love to hurt you
I would love to rip your fucking heart right out of your chest
And tear it into a million pieces
Maybe then I could cause you a fraction of the pain
That you have caused me
2.
You can feel her darkness when she enters the room
Her presence demands all attention
Her eyes will look through you
Straight to your soul
Her touch will leave you slightly chilled
DO NOT try to reach her
or melt her frozen soul
For her daggers of ice will pierce your heart
and trap you within her deadly spell
3.
Fall asleep and forget
Forget all this hurt
Forget YOU
If only I could
Dream the rest of my life away
Endless slumber would soothe my pain
I've learned how harsh reality is
Reality is truth
I am stuck in a dream of you
But I am not asleep
This is real
Reality hurts
Let me forget
Let me sleep
Please don't wake me up
4.
In the comfort of drunkness
In the arms of distraction
I am content
I no longer need you
But morning contradicts the night
As stone cold reality sets in
Happiness is merely an illusion
Destroyed by the sobering light...
