Iceman1216
Bluelighter
Any Up date??
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Any Up date??
Merry Christmas
@OpiateKiller , so hows it going? Getting clean is great, Staying Clean is the Real trick??
You good
all is well
Ice
Thursday is 30 days sober for me. I am doing well moving through this program and sober houses. My life has been very busy but everyday hitting the pillow sober is a W in my book.
Everyday away from methadone Suboxone or fentanyl is a gigantic victory in my book and I hope I never touch them again
Hey man....I was a heavy dope head about 8 years ago....so for 2 years I was eating 30 norcos a day...to 10 bags in Chicago . So I got on subutex. ....I have never touched a opiate again. Ohhh...the main thing is I was prescribed methadone by my primary care ....along with 120 2mg Xanax and adderall....I was on them for six months ....80mg of methadone a day and all it did was make the benzos make me more tired and sleepy. Also I woke up sweating so I didn’t even taper. I went straight to subutex 16mg a day and felt no bad feelings . Only with suboxone. Hope all goes well. Peace!Hello all. I currently am in a kind of medical high tech detox facility.
the goal is to bridge me from 110 mg of methadone to 0 in 10 to 12 days.
My last methadone use was 90 hours ago and it was 50 mg IV.
Tomorrow I am supposed to induct my subutex taper and they start me on 20 mg over 24 hours.
this will consist of a 6 day taper in which they drop me down to 2 mg as my last dose.
they are currently giving me gabapentin, clonidine, Valium, ibuprofen, IV Fluids, Micro doses of Iv diluadid (last night I got 2 mg over 2 hours)...
I am honestly considering telling them fuck the subutex taper. Keep me on the comfort meds and let’s rock and roll this shit out for the next 7 days.
I’m honestly not suffering nearly as bad as I thought I would be. The meds they are giving me are even allowing me to get 6-7 hours of sleep.
The doctors and nurses here think it’s a really bad idea to not use subutex, they have developed kind of a magic detox protocol. But in my eyes the more opiates the longer the detox the more I suffer.
what are your guys thoughts? If I decline the subutex it’s not like there gonna load me
Up on diluadid that’s not gonna happen
Seriously bro I'm so happy for you.
Doesn't it feel so good to wake up everyday and not be sick? And be rid of the all the exogenous opioids, including methadone and buprenorphine, and be legitimately clean of opioids? After a decade plus of it, I can never imagine going back. If I want some opioids at this point, I go to the gym and get my endogenous opioids flowing, best (and healthiest) addiction I've ever had.
Keep up the good work, it only gets better!
I can say I don’t even remember what feeling like shit feels like because I hardly drink, I never run out of Xanax obviously. I don’t use opiates. So I wake up feeling better than the day before for the last 8-9 years! It’s good shitHonestly it feels incredible. When you’re on opiates everyday you forget what it’s like to be normal. Constipation and pinned pupils is normal. Itching yourself and nodding out is normal. The human body wasn’t meant to be on opiates long term.
I forgot what it was like to have a real orgasm or go to sleep without a shot and a benzo. I don’t have to drink myself to sleep anymore to make up for the methadone dose I did yesterday that was for today.
I’m just amazed I’m even where I’m at my willingness to do this was so low for so long. I wake up happy to be alive. That hasn’t happened in a long fucking time.
Nothing but up from hereI’m blessed to be here and I try to remind myself that everyday