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Greenlighter
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Hi, this is my first time posting on here. I just wanted to ask a few questions regarding my experience with ecstasy. Or at least I think it was and I'm not sure. Was it molly? mdma or another drug?
So my first experience was nov.14.2010. I was with my bf, in his room.. I popped two lady g pills.. an hour later.. I was being talkitive, had lots of energy and was just spilling all my thoughts and emotions out. I remember my bf telling me that I was feeling it.. I didnt think so.. i didnt know what to expect.. but then the song century by djtiesto started playing.. and it hit me.. I felt ALIVE. The music sounded so good.. FELT so good.. every beat..I felt soooo happy. I had so much clarity about life, my feelings, about EVERYTHING. I had feelings of euphoria.. emphathy.. I remmeber telling my bf how much I loved him and talking about everything. I got up.. and felt a burst of energy. I had jaw clenching as well. I felt light.. like I could jump and just touch the sky.. everything felt amazing.. anyway.. it lasted about 6 hours.. and the comedown wasnt that bad. I had a few visuals when I tried to sleep but it didn't last long. The next day I was feeling a bit down but other than that I was fine.
I rolled 2 other times after that, once in december of 2010 and another time early january of 2011. Again, I felt amazing, alive and wonderful.
It wasnt as strong as the first time, but that's probably because I only took 1..
So sometime last year around december, I got a connect to some "pure molly" through a friend. It was a bit shimmery and whitish, and it was powder. We didnt have capsules so I just ended up washing it down on my tounge with water. I ended up going to a rave and taking half a gram... I was anticipating that long time feeling that I missed. That I had when I took it with my bf... about 25 mins after I started feeling excited, I felt confident and sexy.. about 20 mins after that... I got really sexual, I felt weird.., I was feeling very horny and everything around me looked sexual, every girl and guy looked good. I was in front of the stage and remember just looking at a girl hula-hooping and feeling a very strong sexual vibe from her and everyone. The music didnt sound as amazing as it did when i took the e pills, I didnt get that "ALIVE" feeling.. I started making false realities in my head.. about what people thought, what I thought and what was going on. I was like making a bit of a story in my head. About an 2 hours into the night the sexualness of it all calmed down a bit.. I was feeling stuck, paranoid. I wanted to dance, talk, feel alive and free, but i was stuck in my own world. in my own thoughts and found it very hard to say the simplest things. The music sounded good but I didnt feel it.. my pupils were very dilated but that was all.
I got home about 6 hours later... feeling more calm but still a bit off.... and couldnt sleep. I was paranoid.. even texting the simplest sentence took forever!! I couldnt get the thoughts out..the best way to describe it was being STUCK. I tried to sleep but couldnt.. I only slept like two hours. I had so many thoughts and paranoia.
2 days passed and i had only gotten about 7 hours of sleep since that night. I got desperate.. and went out and bought 5-htp and melatonin pills to help me soothe back in.. the comedown of the few days after wasnt exactly me feeling sad or depressed at all. I was feeling anxious, confused, and out of it.
It was one of the worse experiences ever.
So now I'm wondering.. was that pure molly effects? Or was that e pill effects? Idk how it was supposed to feel. Maybe i took too much? Can the powder be mixed with MDMA and something else? Idk but whatever it was that I was feeling with the e pills I loved it. So if not what do you guys think that was? I want to do e so badly again.. but im scared to since idk whats out there.. idk what feels like what... any feedback would help and sorry for the long story.
So my first experience was nov.14.2010. I was with my bf, in his room.. I popped two lady g pills.. an hour later.. I was being talkitive, had lots of energy and was just spilling all my thoughts and emotions out. I remember my bf telling me that I was feeling it.. I didnt think so.. i didnt know what to expect.. but then the song century by djtiesto started playing.. and it hit me.. I felt ALIVE. The music sounded so good.. FELT so good.. every beat..I felt soooo happy. I had so much clarity about life, my feelings, about EVERYTHING. I had feelings of euphoria.. emphathy.. I remmeber telling my bf how much I loved him and talking about everything. I got up.. and felt a burst of energy. I had jaw clenching as well. I felt light.. like I could jump and just touch the sky.. everything felt amazing.. anyway.. it lasted about 6 hours.. and the comedown wasnt that bad. I had a few visuals when I tried to sleep but it didn't last long. The next day I was feeling a bit down but other than that I was fine.
I rolled 2 other times after that, once in december of 2010 and another time early january of 2011. Again, I felt amazing, alive and wonderful.
It wasnt as strong as the first time, but that's probably because I only took 1..So sometime last year around december, I got a connect to some "pure molly" through a friend. It was a bit shimmery and whitish, and it was powder. We didnt have capsules so I just ended up washing it down on my tounge with water. I ended up going to a rave and taking half a gram... I was anticipating that long time feeling that I missed. That I had when I took it with my bf... about 25 mins after I started feeling excited, I felt confident and sexy.. about 20 mins after that... I got really sexual, I felt weird.., I was feeling very horny and everything around me looked sexual, every girl and guy looked good. I was in front of the stage and remember just looking at a girl hula-hooping and feeling a very strong sexual vibe from her and everyone. The music didnt sound as amazing as it did when i took the e pills, I didnt get that "ALIVE" feeling.. I started making false realities in my head.. about what people thought, what I thought and what was going on. I was like making a bit of a story in my head. About an 2 hours into the night the sexualness of it all calmed down a bit.. I was feeling stuck, paranoid. I wanted to dance, talk, feel alive and free, but i was stuck in my own world. in my own thoughts and found it very hard to say the simplest things. The music sounded good but I didnt feel it.. my pupils were very dilated but that was all.
I got home about 6 hours later... feeling more calm but still a bit off.... and couldnt sleep. I was paranoid.. even texting the simplest sentence took forever!! I couldnt get the thoughts out..the best way to describe it was being STUCK. I tried to sleep but couldnt.. I only slept like two hours. I had so many thoughts and paranoia.
2 days passed and i had only gotten about 7 hours of sleep since that night. I got desperate.. and went out and bought 5-htp and melatonin pills to help me soothe back in.. the comedown of the few days after wasnt exactly me feeling sad or depressed at all. I was feeling anxious, confused, and out of it.
It was one of the worse experiences ever.
So now I'm wondering.. was that pure molly effects? Or was that e pill effects? Idk how it was supposed to feel. Maybe i took too much? Can the powder be mixed with MDMA and something else? Idk but whatever it was that I was feeling with the e pills I loved it. So if not what do you guys think that was? I want to do e so badly again.. but im scared to since idk whats out there.. idk what feels like what... any feedback would help and sorry for the long story.
