My eating disorder

[mini sari]

At the first moment, This is my way to fill up the pain,
Empty hole in my heart with each pound that I'd gain.
2000 calories? That's no problem for me!
Hang my head now the thrown and let stresses free.
No one sees the hurt that's within
How do I start? How did I begin?

Sorry to say it, It shouldn't come as surprise.
When you all see me smile, I'm dying inside.
Perfection has a price that I'm willing to pay,
Lifeless, Stiff & frozen - Found in my hallway.
Was it a blade? Or maybe a gun?
Too many drugs in a night of pure fun?
Sorry to say it, But in my world it's true
I gotta puke 'til I'm perfect, Good enough for all you.

 

[jaymie]

ooh, powerful words. know them all too well, unfortunately.

much love,
jaymie

 

[skjalff]

definitely powerful! I'm a guy and I am still touched.. Our media culture is evil and enforced self-image is fucking bullshit beyond any shame and understanding.

<<Sorry to say it, It shouldn't come as surprise.
When you all see me smile, I'm dying inside.>>

I liked this a lot words-wise!



Good work
and good luck



skjalff