my dreams vs reality...

[x eNiGmA kiD x]

we are a couple again.
I'm complete again.
I can't explain how weird it feels,
but how natural it is... even after a year.
to be in her arms and hear her voice again...
she's now calling my name...
we are wrestling on the bed like before.
laughing at eachother... playing like two little kids.
eventually we got tired of kids play.
and healed eachother from our past.
made sure we both won this fight...
exchanging the language of love... hours ticked by.
high on passion vs. the past and the evolutionary love we both held
and let go for the sake of union. for sake of growing. for the sake of now.
I felt like dying right then and there,
this feeling feels like the end for me.
I have her again, finally.
I'm successful... I was done... I thought.
to only find out it was just a dream again.
making today one of those sentimental and emotional days
and that everything I put behind me only gushed in vividly.
and what I dreamt was that you loved me still the same...
the waves crash upon my pillow every now and then...
completing me sometimes... yet It's so sad and hard to want to wish for dreams than sleep and rest at night...
dreaming away my daily nightmares of not having you by my side...

 

[harraser]

"....and then I woke up"....I know how you feel, I have the same dreams.
man I always feel your writing so much, even before I open your posts I know Im gonna have to get ready for something that'll touch me all the way to my heart. thank you so much for letting us read your beautiful work

 

[Frosty da snowman]

Dammn. That was good