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My depression may lead to my death

Sonic, you have amazing strength. I know it must get frustrating to deal with so much for so long. Managing depression and anxiety takes heroic effort.<3
 
Hey sonic. Just wanted to say youve been in my thoughts. Im going thru major depression and anxiety even though my meds usually work good but they only do so much. Ive been to my shrinks 3 times in last 2 weeks for a shot of haloperidol. Its so nice. Everything just melts away and my haulicinations go away and i can sit here in peace. Were talking next week about my meds and my diagnosis and maybe swapping out the lithium for hadol. When i was diagnosed schizophrenic i felt better on whatever they had me on but then my diagnosis switched and the mood stabbalizer does nothing of the kind. Im fine one min and a crying suicidal wreck the next. Youre not alone

I know its cliche but staying busy has helped me. An idle mind is a dangerous one. Im usually more stable if im busy. And if i dont have anything to do i pick up my guitar or write lyrics. My depression wants me to sit all day so i gotta force myself but its worth it. Just a little advice. I hope youre ok and were always here to talk to. People who can relate. Take care of yourself
 
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