This week I have been receiving blank text messages and muted voice-mail from my mother.
Perhaps I will call he back before the weekend. I don't know how close families are supposed to be.
This kind of non-relationship has been going on for almost nine years since I moved out. But we never ever communicated well and, hurtful as she finds it, it's this kind of relationship between her and I or none at all.
I feel guilty about this at times and try to build bridges but it always ends with us both in the most incandescent of rages and seriously hurtful stuff flying around.
Any amount of times I swore never to have anything to do with her again, but blood's thicker than water, they say.
I just wish I did not have to speak with the woman. I'm considering switching to letter writing.
Perhaps I will call he back before the weekend. I don't know how close families are supposed to be.
This kind of non-relationship has been going on for almost nine years since I moved out. But we never ever communicated well and, hurtful as she finds it, it's this kind of relationship between her and I or none at all.
I feel guilty about this at times and try to build bridges but it always ends with us both in the most incandescent of rages and seriously hurtful stuff flying around.
Any amount of times I swore never to have anything to do with her again, but blood's thicker than water, they say.
I just wish I did not have to speak with the woman. I'm considering switching to letter writing.