Well, to start my name is Edan; & this is my life. I've been using drugs for 8+ years now [Opiates, & Benzodiazepines] , & have been IVing pills for about 4 years now.
Today, which is the 31st of October, & the year is 2016.
Many of you all may have things to do for the "Holiday", parties, etc... Me on the other hand, do not have any of those to attend to, or look for- nor do I even care, or want to be apart of this "Holiday". I woke up at around, uhh maybe around 1:40PM-2PM. Got dressed, popped my first few Alprozalam pills of today which was only 1MG, & 120MG's of OxyContin along side with NyQuil capsules/Tagamet for a longer duration and effects for my opaite pain medication, & my anti-depressante/anti-anxiety medication. I don't just pop my pain medication, I put both 60MG pills under my tongue, allow them to bind together, & slowly melt into a gunkey, sticky, mess of OxyContin to allow an almost IR effect to help kill my upper neck/back pain I have due to an accident I had at the young age of 12. Anyways it hit me a few hours later and I'm still feeling it now; I have another 60MG OP I will take, like I took the other two, in maybe an hour or now- I'm unsure when, but I will for sure do so. It's been a normal day today, hanging out with my father, letting my GF go visits her family with our new puppy since her mothers BF (a brother to me in a since) that also got a puppy from the same litter of dogs, so both play and I don't have to watch her all damn day and be on her little back making sure she doesn't piss, & shit all over my house. I've been mostly on my computer today watching, & listening to music. Not doing much else, & really just relaxing with my lights out so the kids don't come to my home asking for candy, & such. Got a phone call from my mother and we talked about the same ol'shit we always talk about when she calls to check up on me, trying to figure out if I've been doing good and what else she ask me. Now at this very moment [7:48PM] I'm on YouTuber, on my computer watching some top 10 or top 5 shit out of boredom; waiting on my GF to get back home then cook food for the both of us and see if my father wants me to cook anything unless he already made something for himself and me. I'll be soon to eat but that's after I take my OxyContin so I have an empty stomach to get all the bang for my buck so I can relax and sleep in a few hours after I eat, & hang out with my GF for some hours watching Netflix or whatever we both want to watch or do. I just popped my OxyContin 60MG and now it's just a waiting game- as in, waiting an hour or more for it to turn into gunky shit/syrupy shit that I then eat. I'll post more either tonight before I cook to say what I'm making, eating, & what I'm cooking for my GF. If I do not post tonight I will tomorrow for sure if I'm not too busy. It may not be right as I awake but probably the same time I started to type this out.
{End of first blog post for October, the 31st, 7:55PM}
Today, which is the 31st of October, & the year is 2016.
Many of you all may have things to do for the "Holiday", parties, etc... Me on the other hand, do not have any of those to attend to, or look for- nor do I even care, or want to be apart of this "Holiday". I woke up at around, uhh maybe around 1:40PM-2PM. Got dressed, popped my first few Alprozalam pills of today which was only 1MG, & 120MG's of OxyContin along side with NyQuil capsules/Tagamet for a longer duration and effects for my opaite pain medication, & my anti-depressante/anti-anxiety medication. I don't just pop my pain medication, I put both 60MG pills under my tongue, allow them to bind together, & slowly melt into a gunkey, sticky, mess of OxyContin to allow an almost IR effect to help kill my upper neck/back pain I have due to an accident I had at the young age of 12. Anyways it hit me a few hours later and I'm still feeling it now; I have another 60MG OP I will take, like I took the other two, in maybe an hour or now- I'm unsure when, but I will for sure do so. It's been a normal day today, hanging out with my father, letting my GF go visits her family with our new puppy since her mothers BF (a brother to me in a since) that also got a puppy from the same litter of dogs, so both play and I don't have to watch her all damn day and be on her little back making sure she doesn't piss, & shit all over my house. I've been mostly on my computer today watching, & listening to music. Not doing much else, & really just relaxing with my lights out so the kids don't come to my home asking for candy, & such. Got a phone call from my mother and we talked about the same ol'shit we always talk about when she calls to check up on me, trying to figure out if I've been doing good and what else she ask me. Now at this very moment [7:48PM] I'm on YouTuber, on my computer watching some top 10 or top 5 shit out of boredom; waiting on my GF to get back home then cook food for the both of us and see if my father wants me to cook anything unless he already made something for himself and me. I'll be soon to eat but that's after I take my OxyContin so I have an empty stomach to get all the bang for my buck so I can relax and sleep in a few hours after I eat, & hang out with my GF for some hours watching Netflix or whatever we both want to watch or do. I just popped my OxyContin 60MG and now it's just a waiting game- as in, waiting an hour or more for it to turn into gunky shit/syrupy shit that I then eat. I'll post more either tonight before I cook to say what I'm making, eating, & what I'm cooking for my GF. If I do not post tonight I will tomorrow for sure if I'm not too busy. It may not be right as I awake but probably the same time I started to type this out.
{End of first blog post for October, the 31st, 7:55PM}