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Stimulants My Current Story Of The Monster

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wats up 1st of all im new here : ) i just had to share my last 2 and a half weeks of METH use cuz it killed me. 1st i have always experimented with drugs of all kind since i was 14 years old til i8 was 18 years old...ive always been wild and adventurous...who gives a fuck rite? but shit maybe only 2 weeks ago even i tried METH for the 1st time...smokin it and i loved it i became a pro that same nite...i then emptied my savings account for skool this fall and spent over 700$ on METHAMPHETAMINE somne good shit too and ive slept for the last 2 days which was the 1st time in 15 or 16 days...im strugglin reli bad this drug was made just for me and by that i mean that i myself was made for this drug to take4 control of me. i was lucky to barely have enuff to put back in my bank for skool tho...BARELY...ive now been sellin all my video game shit which is a very very large list since at the end of the day im always a huge video game nerd...now who gives a fuck i want meth i dont care i dont need anythin but meth not a house not games or frends family anythin...this sucks...im determined to get clean but this drug is like it has a mind of its own... i swear it dus...i was 145 pounds 5'11 u noe aready a small dood oh im 19 btw ill be 20 in september...i lost my job for tweekin at work i aready only had 1 true lifelong frend cuz of my experimenting with every drug since i was 14...but this is my 1st addiction and i completely understand wat it dus to u... http://sfjaye.freewebspace.com/custom2.html ... yet i dont think i can beat it...i dont have much in life i have me i have a few essential things and thats all...my life is set up for me to do meth all dya everyday...wat do i do? theres no rehab here that lets u just check into an inpatient program for at least 8 months of doin the outpatient program...i cant do that i need to quit cold turkey or i cant quit at all thats how i am...METH I LOVE U METH I HATE U...im now so much skinnier all sucked up and shit but idgaf : (((((((
 
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wats up 1st of all im new here : ) i just had to share my last 2 and a half weeks of METH use cuz it killed me. 1st i have always experimented with drugs of all kind since i was 14 years old til i8 was 18 years old...ive always been wild and adventurous...who gives a fuck rite? but shit maybe only 2 weeks ago even i tried METH for the 1st time...smokin it and i loved it i became a pro that same nite...i then emptied my savings account for skool this fall and spent over 700$ on METHAMPHETAMINE somne good shit too and ive slept for the last 2 days which was the 1st time in 15 or 16 days...im strugglin reli bad this drug was made just for me and by that i mean that i myself was made for this drug to take4 control of me. i was lucky to barely have enuff to put back in my bank for skool tho...BARELY...ive now been sellin all my video game shit which is a very very large list since at the end of the day im always a huge video game nerd...now who gives a fuck i want meth i dont care i dont need anythin but meth not a house not games or frends family anythin...this sucks...im determined to get clean but this drug is like it has a mind of its own... i swear it dus...i was 145 pounds 5'11 u noe aready a small dood oh im 19 btw ill be 20 in september...i lost my job for tweekin at work i aready only had 1 true lifelong frend cuz of my experimenting with every drug since i was 14...but this is my 1st addiction and i completely understand wat it dus to u... http://sfjaye.freewebspace.com/custom2.html ... yet i dont think i can beat it...i dont have much in life i have me i have a few essential things and thats all...my life is set up for me to do meth all dya everyday...wat do i do? theres no rehab here that lets u just check into an inpatient program for at least 8 months of doin the outpatient program...i cant do that i need to quit cold turkey or i cant quit at all thats how i am...METH I LOVE U METH I HATE U...im now so much skinnier all sucked up and shit but idgaf : (((((((
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Dude you are 2 weeks in, just stop if you cant use it in moderation. I know it seems stupid what im saying and that you probably wont listen to me, but the shit you are writing, emptiing your bank account, selling video games for fucks sake is a bad road. Ive abused meth and amphet more than enough, eating 20 and more ice pills in a couple of days, but i didnt go as far as fucking up all my money on it .I wont go into detail but i managed to not go broke. I totally understand how you feel, trust me. Quit it cold turkey, i dont know smoke some bud, have some beers, go chill with your friends, hell even play video games and just try to forget it. I know it seems impossible,but it is possible. WIsh you the best of luck,man. If you go down this road you will regret it. Either do it occasionaly or dont do it at all, meths not a drug like weed which cause only minor side effects with non stop usage in most individuals.
 
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You'll be alright, suck it up, go to bed, and drink heavily for a few days if you must.
I'm going on one and a half years, and while I remember those initial comedowns and the confusion and emptiness they provoked...
Just chill. You'll be alright.
 
im doin better i gess im always tired and unhappy or angry but oh well thats my fault...thx god for financial aid or i wudnt be attendin college cuz of this shit...yes emptiness and confusion hit the nail on the head
 
I'm truly sorry to be an insensitive bitch here, but....REALLY???

I'm sorry but, to me, this is an obvious flamer/troll who's spouting off non-facts/sweeping, unrealistic generalizations about meth, and who can't seem to spell ANY word correctly except for the easy one, and manage to find the CAPSLOCK key on the keyboard while they were at it... = methamphetamine...*rolls eyes*

and then, right there, smack in the middle of the post is a link to something completely unrelated, who knows what kind of fuckery it is...

I don't want people googling 'methamphetamine' and have this being one of the first or second page examples.

weaksauce. fuckin' weaksauce, i tell ya.
 
Welcome to Bluelight, unfortunately, this has no harm reduction material in this thread. Please read the rules in my signature or PM me if you need any guidance.

OP, please use semi correct spelling/grammar. This is an international forum.
 
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