My cocaine use and lack of abuse, possible?

[LetsBelieveIn]

Everything I read almost anywhere talks about how addicting cocaine is. I've used cocaine close to 10-11 times in the last 2 months. Once by myself but around other people.

I have gone on 9-hour binges and also one liners, from .3g a time to 2g a night. If purity is an issue with how addictive it can be, my entire mouth can go numb off rubbing powder I can barely see.

I have never withdrawn, or craved. However, I completely accept the fact that I could become addicted to anything and that caution is necessary. Like now, having an 8 in front of me and not using it.

Do you think that personality, predisposition, or thought process has the largest effect on your potential for use. I feel I used to be addicted to weed and impulsively used it even when I said I wouldn't but have never had the same feeling with cocaine. Possible?

 

[Lord]

hey my best friend, i thought weed was more addictive than alcohol, more addictive than oral speed, and other slighter drugs. but i abused the shit out of weed more than the other two, more addictive then cigarettes more addictive then fuckin anything.

Anyway, don't do it.

 

[stray cat]

sure it's possible. personally, i find the idea of doing coke all day every day appalling. however, there was a time in my life when i used to go out drinking and partying pretty much late night every night, during which i did cocaine pretty much on a nightly basis for a couple of years. i assume i would have fit any description of a cocaine addict, but i would never have touched it sober or had any desire to do it if i wasn't already going out, drinking, etc. as well. the nights i didn't go out i had no desire to do cocaine. so, i don't know.. for me anyway, frequent use of uppers doesn't produce any real withdrawal upon cessation, just lack of motivation and tiredness maybe. the only cravings i ever really had were after i was already drinking, which was a big associative of coke for me. in my case, anyway, it's a very different type of drug addiction-wise than opiates or benzos.

 

[jamesmartin]

It's Mentally addictive man .

Not physically .


So depending on the persons mind capabilities with handling drugs you might get dependent or you might not