nancy145
Bluelighter
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- Dec 25, 2014
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I think this goes in OD but I've placed a couple threads there recently and then told they don't belong there so I figured I'd just post in homeless. Long story short, my friend, who gets me cigarettes (I'm underage so I can't buy them), got really mad at me for something I didn't actually do and doesnt want to be friends with me anymore because they think I did it. I'm not sure when, if ever, they'll find out I didn't do it, so I don't have a cigarette hookup for now. I'm completely out of cigarettes right now, and have 3 black and milds (mini cigars) along with the end of an extra one. I've got a pipe to smoke it out of, so they'll last a bit longer, but I've got a week at most until I run out. I need about 2 cigarettes a day to stop me from getting cravings, so I'm not too addicted, but I really don't want to quit. Honestly I want to smoke, so even if I did quit I'd start again if I had the chance. I'm also finishing off the schoolyear right now, and might end up failing some classes, so it's a really bad time to go through withdrawal. I need advice on what to do here. Should I try to ration it out until the end of school(in 2 weeks)? Should I just keep smoking normally and go through full withdrawal when I run out? I have some wellbutrin from a leftover prescription, which helps with nicotine withdrawal, should I take that until the end of the schoolyear? I'm really at a loss of what to do. If anyone has some advice for me, please share it. Thanks.